Category: grieving

Psalm 82 Rearranged #2

“You Are gods, you are all children of the Most High” A remix of Psalm 82 from Rock to Acoustical Orchestral… a little mellower sounding. Listen to this version, and let me know what you think about it, once I find a way to communicate with yous. I like my security, and I feel like …

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Genocide? Israeli Madmen living on the edge?

Drag Artist from Amsterdam.He’s a Lebanese-Palestinian too, So he might come off as BIAS. This is a video I’ve seen on Youtube… and needs to be watched to reveal the truth, from someone from there… that night. I saw all the media stories, and Sky News changed their original story by pressure by the Israeli …

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Just a thought rolling down the Ski Hill of life, Getting Bigger & Bigger, as it goes down the hill.

  I’m So Impatient. I feel helpless and hopeless in despair, as if you stepped into Quicksands of life, but I still struggle to breathe, and not be buried by censorship of the Media… I know, that maybe it is not my time, to be heard… but that’s me, I’m always before my time. I …

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Israel & Gaza

The War and the Relationship Between Them. It takes a sincere heart for the truth, minus the drama, that accompanies it. The drama is the distortion effects of the feelings of the situations, so many people with different dramas, you either relate to it, or not relate to it. Dramas feed institutions, with a cause, …

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Goals Shmoals

In a World of Interconnectivity is a Massive Network, So you must be Sure of your Goals With global network coming into focus for all, with the UN and all of there organizations, ICJ, ICC, UNRWA, etc. … and a whole host of other connections, that will form within our lifetimes, and in the future …

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Israel is being judged by the me/god.

I give constructive advice, instead of destructive advice. It’s the occupation, that the Palestinians find objectionable, and cause terrorist attacks, from the cruelty and abuse of the IDF… they are just kids with guns, that were educated by the old timers, who developed a resentment to Arabs. I’m sick of all the hatred and cynicism …

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Alphabet/Google/Youtube is Censoring the Truth

This is What they’re Censoring Maybe the Israeli Lobby had a problem with it, and finds it to contain false info, but the Israelis had been responsible for it, and bogus intelligence feeding us to invade Iraq in 2003. We went Afghanistan first, but they feared Iraq, and they said go to invade Iraq. Power …

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7 Spirits of God.

What are the 7 Spirits of God? A waterlike Spirit taking the form of your character. Could be emotional and Sad, as well as Joyful. The spirit lives emotionally, that’s where emotions are real feelings… and that’s where you really breathe life itself. Emotional pains always crushed me, at the core of my being… and …

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Words are in a Pressure Cooker of Communication.

Sometimes comes up, with delicious meals. That you are thirsty for with the Truth, and you feel like you had a good meal, and some words makes for a horrible meals, and leaves you with indigestion, to boot, for the next few days. This song by Birdy of “All You Never Say”, sings about some …

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My Religion, as simply as I can Explain…

This is my Summary of it. I want to share my religion with you, and you’re trapped with other religions, that have you in their clutches, first off you don’t have to go to church… the temple, is in you. Your body is where you worship God, in thoughts and emotions… read Matthew 6:6. “God …

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Protester Agents?

I Wonder! We have agents, lets call them crisis actors, that feed on our emotions, to blow it up, to more than it is. We’ve had them all my life, when I look back throughout all my history. I needed to see through the memory prism, with afterthought, to see it clearly. You have the …

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Musical Rut.

Dueling With The Tech Dark Side. The DAWs, MPC, Roland, ZenBeats, etc., I don’t know where to begin, but I have thoughts when I log into Siteground, and start blogging… But I’d much rather work on Music, but when I do, it must be the connection to the internet, cause all the secure programs want …

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Coerced Journalism vs Free Press.

I Sat Through Hours of Highlights On CSPAN Hearings That Deal With Free Press or Fee Press Doing the Blog writing, I’ve been searching the truth in mainstream media, and finding nothing but propaganda, and manipulating the minds of the people. I’m all for the truth, but the propaganda is my enemy… it’s a deceptive …

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Cyber-warfare- A New Battlefield

Well, not so new, but more hackers make up the armed forces. UPDATE – Shodan now has one time fee for joining, and a host of monthly fee plans… I was shocked, when I returned there… it had a paywall. It was normal first, but then the paywall came up, and I found a one …

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Echelon Signal Intelligence Program.

Studying the World? Or subduing it? An all out war on attacking our intelligences, making us dumber, than we already are. I found out about this in a book called “Behold a Pale Horse”, by Bill Cooper, and many other conspiracies of the secret govt… cause I can’t get the book right now… I’m on …

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Israel Kills Foreign Aid Workers.

7 Aid workers were killed, in 3 separate IDF air strikes. I guess they struck them in one vehicle, and they went to another vehicle, then another air strike, which made them move to another vehicle where they all died, with the last air strike. It left a hole in the roof, where the World …

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Cody Jinks – I Cast No Stones.

I Am Not Your Judge. It’s like I wrote this song… cause it’s the way I feel too. There is always someone on their soapbox yelling for a cause, which I do sometimes too. It’s usually when I’m forced to, by some ethical questioning, and I have to have an answer for it. I can …

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Taxing us Into Perpetual Debt Prisons?

Why do we spend us into debt on pork barrel spending? The General Good, not the specific good, of small groups, and not the discrimination of small groups, but guarding us from going into debt with senseless earmarks for pork barrel projects. General Good of the nation, and all of the people will benefit, not …

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Akai Pro Studio mk2, is giving me headaches.

I need to Vent from The Anger and Judgment, That I feel From My Myself or Akai. Shoddiness is a new word I learned from watching the tutorial videos, and I’ve seen the shoddiness up close and in my face from Akai Pro… Akai is a big company, and it has many other companies it …

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Scriptures Quotes as Making a Political Point, Is a NO NO.

Singapore says SO, as a Mouse that Roared. As Singapore is its own island country/nation/city/state, a small island country/city with close to 6 million people, and they speak mostly English, as their main language. And they were upset, on the social media’s post of an Israeli embassy’s post, using the reference from the Quran, which …

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It seems like last week was 32,000+ dead in Gaza.

The Deaths, make Orphans, without Parents to guide them. A Rafah invasion will only cause more deaths, and you’re no closer to victory, than the moment you thought about it… you went away from the battlefield of thought and contemplation, to seek victory in what you see outside of yourself. And more children will die …

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1,977 Acres of the Illegal Settler’s Land,

Is Now the State of Israel Land. I guess it being illegal by international law, since you’re chosen by God, it doesn’t apply to you… or the other zionists in that Ego trap. I guess we should be thankful for God, for having mercy on your distorted Judaism, that you hijacked with zionist dreams and …

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Pink Floyd – Another Brick in the Wall.

This was a good song in 1979 when it came out. But over the last 45 years, it has taken on a new meaning in my life… it’s part of the break up of Pink Floyd, and they went their separate ways, being sprayed with Graffiti into colorful little Bricks… but they are bricks of …

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H.P. Lovecraft – At the Mountains of Madness

An Audiobook from H.P. Lovecraft By H.P. Lovecraft is a horror story, or thriller movie, still have work to do on it. I looked for an audiobook that was one long one video, instead of a lot of separate chapters videos, I have problem playing separate chapters, they stop on youtube. I need to change …

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Music Copyright?

Beethoven’s Symphony No. 5 Inspired “Smoke On The Water”. I wonder who came up with it first, Ludwig or Ritchie… according to this world, it was Ludwig, but we can learn something else when time is revealed as an illusion. After listening to Beethoven’s Symphony #5, he came up with that riff in the Smoke …

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Fascism = a form of Corporate Slavery.

Philosophy Day A journey into understanding FASCISM. This talk by Jason Stanley, describes Fascism, as a cult of an authoritarian leader, that became as a savior of the nation, that was suffering from some economic burden/oppression. So corporatism laid the lines feeding other corporations into a network of powers, between education, media communication, propaganda machines, …

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30,000+ dead in Gaza

It’s A Maddening Experience to get Killed at a Humanitarian Aid Supply truck. Here’s Israel’s side of the story, and this propaganda war of info twisting. The Israelis and Hamas are masters of twisting the news to fit their agendas. Deceptions wars are a waste of time, and the weapons of lies run rampant with …

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It’s 11am

And I still have the urge to write and communicate from my heart. Yesterday was awash with the previous Sunday’s self immolation suicide in front of the Israeli Embassy, and then this saw this video of it, after the fact… it was disturbing, cause it glorified power, when she said “rest in power”, instead of, …

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Music or Wars

What to do? I want to do music, and cause I’m anti-Zionist, NOT an anti-Semite, cause I see Arabs as Semitic too. Though it’s a game of semantics, and name calling, and it covers history too… since History was written by the winners, I know I can’t be sure, that it was not rewritten to …

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What’s on my Mind?

Nothing! Fantasies of conversing with someone, more or less God… my creator, deceiver, and confidant, and also a motivator, truth, and revealer… illusion giver, and delusion giver too. God is a mystery to me, and God should be forever… cause once I know God, I am dead… God is everything Good and Evil, as Isaiah …

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Multi Dimensional Layers of Society

Where you don’t know what layer your on, and you’re lost. Life is made of different layers, like leaves on a tree, each individual leaf contains many layers to their individuality. What season is in bloom, and natures have different realities, different Layers. Life has so many layers, every aspect of life contains different, multidimensional …

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Determinism vs Predeterminism

Events mapped out like a map, or Events are predetermined Vacations are where you choose to go, and events are by your choice, unless you are ignorant, and everything is written in a script, and life is predetermined already. That’s Determinism and Predeterminism in a nutshell, as easy as I can sum it up. You …

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What is GOD?

  I Wonder! I‘ve been wondering about God all my life, and I’ve come to the conclusion that God, is everyone alive and dead, and righteousness is his way, cause everything the devil does is evil, and he’s the darkside of God. I came from the Catholic indoctrination, the NYC Catholicism, cause I find the …

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Netanyahu SPEAKS

BIBI is Losing His Mind. The Victory Over His Barbarism On  His Mental Health, is What He Should Seek. This is him crying victim before a group of his lobbyists, before the global supporters. I get sick while watching him, and I never got passed the first 5 minutes of the speech, but I wanted …

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I Won’t Be Programmed.

The Casino Games In Life, War and Destruction. “… The reconstruction of Gaza, And put real money into the game…” — Matthew Miller I won’t be programmed is a reference to Siteground’s or some other hacker censoring of my words, there’s an astronomical number of variable for the causes, but I had to change the …

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The Butterfly Effect

Everything Will Be OK. We all have heard of the Butterfly Effect theory, where one small thing is moved in South America, it effects on the other side of the world with a larger effect in chaos theory. I was watching The Butterfly Effect movie starring Ashton Kutcher, where he played with time travel, and …

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Manipulations of the State

  “The Scheme 26: The Myth of the Unelected Bureaucrat” I was wondering how complicated the turning of the politics policies are. AI is involved, and backward engineering of think tanks, are making up the policies. Unelected officials are attacking the construction of our nation’s policies, too many cooks spoils the feast, comes to my …

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Salt of the Earth, & Light of the World

Plants need Nitrogen, Phosphorus, & Potassium to grow healthily. Salt is a plant killer, in fact there are many plants that they kill… don’t drown someone in salt water… it leaves them dead… or gives them a tombstone to mark their grave on the Dead Sea, I failed the Chemistry classes in High School(Watch this …

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Damon Imani

A Satirist saying F*ck You To Klaus Schwab. I was hoping it was true, but it was satirical piece. There was no Wikipedia page about Damon Imani, so I never knew what he was about, and he’s only a satirist, doing satirical bits about current events, along the lines of SNL bits. It was funny …

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