They Shall Be Called the Children of GOD. The Beatitudes. Depending on what you want, it bears the labels, of your human character. It gives you a stereotype to follow, an aspiration to aspire to, that you will never reach, but never say never, cause it will always be on the horizon of your lives, …
Category: anger
Nov 11 2024
Genocide? Israeli Madmen living on the edge?
Drag Artist from Amsterdam.He’s a Lebanese-Palestinian too, So he might come off as BIAS. This is a video I’ve seen on Youtube… and needs to be watched to reveal the truth, from someone from there… that night. I saw all the media stories, and Sky News changed their original story by pressure by the Israeli …
Nov 09 2024
Just a thought rolling down the Ski Hill of life, Getting Bigger & Bigger, as it goes down the hill.
I’m So Impatient. I feel helpless and hopeless in despair, as if you stepped into Quicksands of life, but I still struggle to breathe, and not be buried by censorship of the Media… I know, that maybe it is not my time, to be heard… but that’s me, I’m always before my time. I …
Oct 30 2024
Politician’s Campaign Feeding Frenzy
Elections 2024, It will Never Change, It Seems Like a Repeat, Like the Groundhog Day Movie. Started this in February 20, 2020… but never posted it. Politician’s campaign feeding frenzy has begun on the voters… with lies as their treats. Saying sweet things, to manipulate you to vote for them. They’re just vying your votes. …
Aug 22 2024
Israel & Gaza
The War and the Relationship Between Them. It takes a sincere heart for the truth, minus the drama, that accompanies it. The drama is the distortion effects of the feelings of the situations, so many people with different dramas, you either relate to it, or not relate to it. Dramas feed institutions, with a cause, …
Aug 04 2024
Network of Jealousies.
Jealousies are a network of connections seeking Happiness, but dive deeper in to darkness of Unhappiness. We seek our Happiness in the deepness of the seas of unhappiness… the dark depths of the seas of unhappiness, has a lot of deep sea creatures, that offer a false light as bait, and want to eat you, …
Jun 30 2024
Israel is being judged by the me/god.
I give constructive advice, instead of destructive advice. It’s the occupation, that the Palestinians find objectionable, and cause terrorist attacks, from the cruelty and abuse of the IDF… they are just kids with guns, that were educated by the old timers, who developed a resentment to Arabs. I’m sick of all the hatred and cynicism …
Jun 06 2024
Alphabet/Google/Youtube is Censoring the Truth
This is What they’re Censoring Maybe the Israeli Lobby had a problem with it, and finds it to contain false info, but the Israelis had been responsible for it, and bogus intelligence feeding us to invade Iraq in 2003. We went Afghanistan first, but they feared Iraq, and they said go to invade Iraq. Power …
May 05 2024
Words are in a Pressure Cooker of Communication.
Sometimes comes up, with delicious meals. That you are thirsty for with the Truth, and you feel like you had a good meal, and some words makes for a horrible meals, and leaves you with indigestion, to boot, for the next few days. This song by Birdy of “All You Never Say”, sings about some …
May 02 2024
Steam is Bubbling in This Soul
And I need to vent it out of me, on here. I should’ve got up and eaten, but I chose to stay in bed, and vent my frustrations for satisfaction, instead of eating for energy, and healing. The times of frustration need an output of venting, what’s wrong with my life… I’ve been searching for …
Apr 28 2024
As Long As the War goes On in Gaza…
I’m going to go on writing about it. This is one video talking of the techniques of manipulation. I wish I could end it @6.26 seconds, cause he goes into a commercial break for funding… more manipulation by self promoting. I guess this is an Israeli manipulation tactic, or something along those lines… NOT the …
Apr 25 2024
Protester Agents?
I Wonder! We have agents, lets call them crisis actors, that feed on our emotions, to blow it up, to more than it is. We’ve had them all my life, when I look back throughout all my history. I needed to see through the memory prism, with afterthought, to see it clearly. You have the …
Apr 17 2024
Musical Rut.
Dueling With The Tech Dark Side. The DAWs, MPC, Roland, ZenBeats, etc., I don’t know where to begin, but I have thoughts when I log into Siteground, and start blogging… But I’d much rather work on Music, but when I do, it must be the connection to the internet, cause all the secure programs want …
Apr 16 2024
I Need to VENT.
UPDATE : Correction… it seems that 16 boxes, were 16 bandages, at $134.15 in a case, so that was an error, the way they worded it, that caused my dilemma. They word it, so you think your getting a deal, but you’re NOT… but I was ripped off on the colostomy bags, $657.48 for 12 …
Apr 12 2024
Boggles, Boggles, & More Boggles
The definition of Boggle “To do anything awkwardly, or unskillfully.” Is one definition at Wordnik, but there are many more definitions. I woke this morning, and felt boggled in my mind, like I was swimming in a cesspool, and not a relaxing pool with fresh water. It was then, I went to my email, and …
Apr 11 2024
Coerced Journalism vs Free Press.
I Sat Through Hours of Highlights On CSPAN Hearings That Deal With Free Press or Fee Press Doing the Blog writing, I’ve been searching the truth in mainstream media, and finding nothing but propaganda, and manipulating the minds of the people. I’m all for the truth, but the propaganda is my enemy… it’s a deceptive …
Apr 04 2024
PCs & Me.
The New Birth of Me & PCs Collide. I was extremely depressed before my breaking my back, bordering on suicidal, where I tried to OD on PCP, and woke up blind, and told my Colonel commanding officer to “Fuck Off” through a closed door, cause he was knocking on my door to inspect my dorm …
Apr 03 2024
Well, I went back to the MPC software.
And AKAI needs work with enabling their software. The iLok license manager is a drain on the activation process, I deleted it off my system, and maybe they got offended. I tried to make an account with them, cause of a drum program I bought last year or the year before, and I was refunded …
Apr 02 2024
Israel Kills Foreign Aid Workers.
7 Aid workers were killed, in 3 separate IDF air strikes. I guess they struck them in one vehicle, and they went to another vehicle, then another air strike, which made them move to another vehicle where they all died, with the last air strike. It left a hole in the roof, where the World …
Apr 01 2024
Israel is a Madman.
Creating More Ruins, And what Lies under the Ruins, Still NEEDS to be Determined. I saw this after I posted on FB this song by Mother Mother – It’s Alright, and it was a disappointment for me, and the backing of the Israelis, and their destruction of Gaza, and our complicitness in it. Now they …
Mar 28 2024
Akai Pro Studio mk2, is giving me headaches.
I need to Vent from The Anger and Judgment, That I feel From My Myself or Akai. Shoddiness is a new word I learned from watching the tutorial videos, and I’ve seen the shoddiness up close and in my face from Akai Pro… Akai is a big company, and it has many other companies it …
Mar 26 2024
MPC Studio makes you feel stupid,
And I’m already stupid, & I don’t need to be reminded of it. I got this yesterday, and it seems to be loaded with downloads, and it always says no MPC is plugged in, but I have the MPC plugged in, and I need to plug it in so the firmware could be updated, but …
Mar 25 2024
It seems like last week was 32,000+ dead in Gaza.
The Deaths, make Orphans, without Parents to guide them. A Rafah invasion will only cause more deaths, and you’re no closer to victory, than the moment you thought about it… you went away from the battlefield of thought and contemplation, to seek victory in what you see outside of yourself. And more children will die …
Mar 23 2024
1,977 Acres of the Illegal Settler’s Land,
Is Now the State of Israel Land. I guess it being illegal by international law, since you’re chosen by God, it doesn’t apply to you… or the other zionists in that Ego trap. I guess we should be thankful for God, for having mercy on your distorted Judaism, that you hijacked with zionist dreams and …
Mar 19 2024
Pink Floyd – Another Brick in the Wall.
This was a good song in 1979 when it came out. But over the last 45 years, it has taken on a new meaning in my life… it’s part of the break up of Pink Floyd, and they went their separate ways, being sprayed with Graffiti into colorful little Bricks… but they are bricks of …
Mar 17 2024
H.P. Lovecraft – At the Mountains of Madness
An Audiobook from H.P. Lovecraft By H.P. Lovecraft is a horror story, or thriller movie, still have work to do on it. I looked for an audiobook that was one long one video, instead of a lot of separate chapters videos, I have problem playing separate chapters, they stop on youtube. I need to change …
Mar 14 2024
Slow Down
I wish I didn’t See the Stems Videos of the MPC devices It hasn’t been developed yet, as a working feature until this month sometime… I was looking for it, and exporting the separations Drums, Bass, Melodic, and Vocals… so it should be on the new devices… I can explode the tracks into stems, so …
Mar 10 2024
Fruits Grow on Fruit Trees.
Fruits are our works, actions, deeds. I wish that everything you see in this post, makes it clearer, rather than dirtier… the good trees grows in the dirt of fertility, and weeds grow in the dirt too… some plants make somethings grow inside of your heart, and somethings you eat will grow in your mind, …
Mar 02 2024
Fascism = a form of Corporate Slavery.
Philosophy Day A journey into understanding FASCISM. This talk by Jason Stanley, describes Fascism, as a cult of an authoritarian leader, that became as a savior of the nation, that was suffering from some economic burden/oppression. So corporatism laid the lines feeding other corporations into a network of powers, between education, media communication, propaganda machines, …
Feb 28 2024
It’s 11am
And I still have the urge to write and communicate from my heart. Yesterday was awash with the previous Sunday’s self immolation suicide in front of the Israeli Embassy, and then this saw this video of it, after the fact… it was disturbing, cause it glorified power, when she said “rest in power”, instead of, …