I’m So Impatient. I feel helpless and hopeless in despair, as if you stepped into Quicksands of life, but I still struggle to breathe, and not be buried by censorship of the Media… I know, that maybe it is not my time, to be heard… but that’s me, I’m always before my time. I …
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Nov 07 2024
Trump’s 2nd Term
Let’s hope it’s better, than his 1st term. I hope it’s his last term, and he goes into the future towards God, where he gets his true reward… we all go towards God for our true final rewards. IDK, how God judges us, or if it’s how I imagine… It might be totally different …
Oct 03 2024
The Technological Web
The Stickiness of Technological Web It’s weird that the Moore’s Law doesn’t apply to the technology developers with understanding their manuals or writing manuals. It seems the developers are behind the times of the forceful Moore’s law. I think its the Greed principle driving the Moore’s Law vehicle with marketers and their colleagues. I feel …
Apr 03 2024
Well, I went back to the MPC software.
And AKAI needs work with enabling their software. The iLok license manager is a drain on the activation process, I deleted it off my system, and maybe they got offended. I tried to make an account with them, cause of a drum program I bought last year or the year before, and I was refunded …
Mar 31 2024
Cody Jinks – I Cast No Stones.
I Am Not Your Judge. It’s like I wrote this song… cause it’s the way I feel too. There is always someone on their soapbox yelling for a cause, which I do sometimes too. It’s usually when I’m forced to, by some ethical questioning, and I have to have an answer for it. I can …
Mar 28 2024
Akai Pro Studio mk2, is giving me headaches.
I need to Vent from The Anger and Judgment, That I feel From My Myself or Akai. Shoddiness is a new word I learned from watching the tutorial videos, and I’ve seen the shoddiness up close and in my face from Akai Pro… Akai is a big company, and it has many other companies it …
Mar 19 2024
Pink Floyd – Another Brick in the Wall.
This was a good song in 1979 when it came out. But over the last 45 years, it has taken on a new meaning in my life… it’s part of the break up of Pink Floyd, and they went their separate ways, being sprayed with Graffiti into colorful little Bricks… but they are bricks of …
Jan 01 2024
Zionists vs Politicians
Zionism is Colonialism With a New Mask The stereotypical versions of religious zealots, and politicians are both delusional, and capable of errors in their thinking, and decision making powers… but they are too proud to see it. Pride is a blinding factor of the whole view of the subject, that you have to make …
Dec 23 2023
Emotions Layers
Emotional Levels, are incorporated into different layers Emotions can be seen as a vibrational force, and time is involved too in the equation… but that confuses me now… so I’ll just deal with what I imagined about emotions on the philosophical level. I hope I articulate the thoughts I came up with clearly and understandably, …
Dec 07 2023
Sex and Generators for Charging Your Beings
Sexual charging for your Inner beings, your Inner core. Generators work by producing electricity with strong magnets/attractions revolving revolving around a coil of pure copper, and that raises an electric current. How fast is raising the Amperage, the flow of of the current from rapids, or slowly with a low amperage. Hot sex is a …
Aug 10 2022
Seasick Steve “That I know”… Which is Nothing
There’s been a couple of songs I heard, and wanted lyrics, so they should be below. AZ Lyrics It’s a Long Long Way AZ Lyrics Church of Me AZ Lyrics Clock is Running He’s his own property, I saw him on YouTube a couple of times… And I enjoyed him. Seasick Steve(Steve Wold), this is …
Aug 07 2022
Stoned Eagle Eye Music Reviews – 10 & True, Traveling Light, Violet’s Tale
These reviews are here to entertain You And me too This a Work in progress, so it will change over time I’m just a piece of driftwood going with the flow in the river of life I don’t know what’s ahead of me This first Video is called “10 & True” by James Quick, and …
Aug 05 2022
Joe Rogan Experience – Bob Lazar Interview
Aired Jun 20, 2019 “Bob Lazar is a physicist who worked at Los Alamos National Laboratory in New Mexico, and also on reverse engineering extraterrestrial technology at a site called S-4 near the Area 51 Groom Lake operating location. Jeremy Corbell is a contemporary artist and documentary filmmaker. Watch the documentary “Bob Lazar: Area 51 …
Aug 05 2022
Ride The Eagle
Ride The Eagle This movie was close to my heart, since my Mom just died out of my life a couple of months ago, it touched me deeply… not sadly, but comically. It was a very uplifting story. “Leif’s estranged mother Honey dies, she leaves him a ‘conditional inheritance’. Before he can move into her …
Aug 05 2022
Citizen Soldier – Words That Don’t Exist
This song is me, in all its raw form, and then some more. I doodle some strange symbols, like they are words, that I can only understand. So esoteric of me… I’m weird… and I’m proud of it, instead of ashamed… and I’ll be that way until I die, I mean, I’ll apologize for the …
Aug 03 2022
Mad as a Hatter
I know what time is, time is a thief It’ll steal into bed and rob you while you sleep And you’ll never feel it It pulls off the covers, and rifles through your head Then you’ll wake to find you can’t remember what you just said… It happens to everyone… Just like the father of …
Jun 26 2019
Tomidjah’s Rant #11 – Lamentations
— Lamentations — With the scams being brought upon the innocent and the meek, by the strong misguided people, I’m left getting a gun and blowing my own brains out, or drugging myself into a coma, either way would be better than the life I have now. IRS scams, insurance scams, freedom scams, etc, …
Feb 08 2019
FB and ME
The Facebook Debacle FB and Me went through a love and hate relationship. It started with a friend’s pictures of Paris, and progressed with connecting with friends from my past, and bordering on a dangerous relationships. I always kept my distance from the intimacy, that FB tried to instill in me. Talking about FB …
Dec 15 2018
Determinism and Free Will…they Both Exist!
Determinism and Free Will Life is itself, an illusion. Those things that make up that illusion, are illusions in themselves. We all live in our little bubbles. Free will exists as an illusion of choice, and determinism is the devil’s tool of testing. You can fight the testing by making a choice, or you …
Dec 12 2018
UFOs using Water as the Fuel
UFOs what fuels do they use? This is the video that inspired me to relive my childhood memory, of an experience of witnessing a UFO hovering over a reservoir. She talked about how they get oxygen for breathing for the Astronauts on the ISS(International Space Station). They pass an electrical current through water, to …
Sep 22 2018
Trees – We Are Free – 1984
Trees – We Are Free – 1984 I went by the band name Trees in 1984, before I switched to the name Rain, when I moved back to New York to start the Recording Studio. I was a rookie, and on the cutting edge… which was a mistake. I did everything in this song… …
Aug 06 2018
The Selfish Gene… or the Hoarder Mentality
A 9 minute video, disturbing the minds for future use. Filling their ledgers with studies and results… The Hoarder Mentality… I was going to say my “opinion of someone else’s opinion”, which I made a euphemism about “wars” in a song. Also the song’s first verse was my old college friend’s poem, …
May 30 2018
Suicide or NOT!
Suicide, was an idea I thought I’d forget about into oblivion. I guess even the Black children’s study said 1 in 5 children go through a suicidal choice. I was always a sensitive child, and was always depressed too. I was a manic depressive, and was always fighting depression. I’m 60 this year, and …
May 09 2018
Delusions: Self Righteous Judgment
Delusional Minds Lead the World The meaning of delusions is born from judging other people. We shouldn’t judge other people. Otherwise, that delusion hooks you, and you’re pulled into vortex of not judging yourself. When you judge others, it is easier than you think, to get hooked. Self righteous judgments are a tumbleweeds going with …
Apr 25 2018
NVIDIA Shield is Like The Red Shield
The NVIDIA Shield is the most disappointing buy… it’s done the way that Google wants it. We all know that Google has a hard time answering questions… maybe they’ll get back to you, maybe they won’t. I’m guessing they’ll pick the latter. I’ve had a full day getting acquainted with NVIDIA Shield, and say …
Apr 21 2018
Many Horses Pull My Chariot
Many Horses Pull My Chariot I‘ll talk about the team of horses that pull me through this life. My existence is the chariot, and the horses that pull me through this life are many, without number. Understanding is the first horse, that I have given charge to pulling my chariot. Love is the …
Apr 13 2018
PLEX = Confusion…time…
PLEX = Confusion…time… Understanding PLEX media Server has been a chore to understand, it’s been 6 months now, and I’ve learned more about it. It still confuses me, but I understand it. It’s a server first and foremost, at least on the software side. It needs a NAS – OS to work with separate storage …
Apr 06 2018
Swimming in a Crowded Rough Sea
Swimming in a Crowded Rough Sea : World Today In the world today, I looked and compared it to a large bucket filled with water being tossed and shaken around, and it’s also filled with all the world’s population. It sounds so unreal, but you have to have a wild imagination to see …
Apr 04 2018
AI : Are We Creating God
AI : Are We Creating God AI is a new concept that we want to robotize, to help production issues. I can see the fears, that they create in the minds of the people. Blissfulness and passiveness is instilled in the public, but if they had all the facts, then they would choose another path. …
Apr 03 2018
Shine Like The Sun
Shine Like The Sun This song was born from a nightmare I had when I was 20 years old, I was in a hospital and was pregnant, and giving birth. I was a male and incapable of giving birth, but I was going through a nightmare, and nothing made sense. It was stillborn, but …
Mar 27 2018
Welcome to Happiness – Review
— Welcome to Happiness – Review — I was surprised of the viewing of this movie, it was like a resurrection, since I was killed two days before when I watched the movie Calvary. The ending was what killed me, it was so sad. This seemed to raise my spirits, cause I thought about …
Mar 10 2018
Talking From Machines
Talking From Machines I made a video of an old song I wrote about the internet, in 2002 or 2003, it was just before my stroke. The stroke debilitated me musically, as well as my cognitive abilities. I could think without a problem, but talking had to be a chore. Well that was then, and …
Mar 08 2018
Encryption: Right or Wrong
— Encryption: Right or Wrong — Encryption is it right or wrong? I don’t know, but I guess it leads to manipulations, and abuse of power. I see that http is old school, and https is the new school. It’s filled with little zombies for their armies. I may be overly cynical in my views, …
Jan 07 2018
Indifference is reflections of the Black Mirror
— Indifference is reflections of the Black Mirror — I just binge watched the Black Mirror. Season 4 and half of 3, and was left with a weight of indifference that made me think about life, to the point of not caring. Also there was Matt Damon look alike, named Jesse Plemons. He was …