Category: disability

Boggles, Boggles, & More Boggles

The definition of Boggle “To do anything awkwardly, or unskillfully.” Is one definition at Wordnik, but there are many more definitions. I woke this morning, and felt boggled in my mind, like I was swimming in a cesspool, and not a relaxing pool with fresh water. It was then, I went to my email, and …

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Coerced Journalism vs Free Press.

I Sat Through Hours of Highlights On CSPAN Hearings That Deal With Free Press or Fee Press Doing the Blog writing, I’ve been searching the truth in mainstream media, and finding nothing but propaganda, and manipulating the minds of the people. I’m all for the truth, but the propaganda is my enemy… it’s a deceptive …

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Echelon Signal Intelligence Program.

Studying the World? Or subduing it? An all out war on attacking our intelligences, making us dumber, than we already are. I found out about this in a book called “Behold a Pale Horse”, by Bill Cooper, and many other conspiracies of the secret govt… cause I can’t get the book right now… I’m on …

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PCs & Me.

The New Birth of Me & PCs Collide. I was extremely depressed before my breaking my back, bordering on suicidal, where I tried to OD on PCP, and woke up blind, and told my Colonel commanding officer to “Fuck Off” through a closed door, cause he was knocking on my door to inspect my dorm …

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Well, I went back to the MPC software.

And AKAI needs work with enabling their software. The iLok license manager is a drain on the activation process, I deleted it off my system, and maybe they got offended. I tried to make an account with them, cause of a drum program I bought last year or the year before, and I was refunded …

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Cody Jinks – I Cast No Stones.

I Am Not Your Judge. It’s like I wrote this song… cause it’s the way I feel too. There is always someone on their soapbox yelling for a cause, which I do sometimes too. It’s usually when I’m forced to, by some ethical questioning, and I have to have an answer for it. I can …

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Taxing us Into Perpetual Debt Prisons?

Why do we spend us into debt on pork barrel spending? The General Good, not the specific good, of small groups, and not the discrimination of small groups, but guarding us from going into debt with senseless earmarks for pork barrel projects. General Good of the nation, and all of the people will benefit, not …

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MPC Stems

I’ll try to make stems of my old songs, And see if I can improve on them. I made copies of them in the WAV format, and the separate them into four groups… Drums, Bass, Melody, and Vocals. I started it last night, but wasn’t sure how to do it, and then I had to …

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Akai Pro Studio mk2, is giving me headaches.

I need to Vent from The Anger and Judgment, That I feel From My Myself or Akai. Shoddiness is a new word I learned from watching the tutorial videos, and I’ve seen the shoddiness up close and in my face from Akai Pro… Akai is a big company, and it has many other companies it …

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MPC Studio makes you feel stupid,

And I’m already stupid, & I don’t need to be reminded of it. I got this yesterday, and it seems to be loaded with downloads, and it always says no MPC is plugged in, but I have the MPC plugged in, and I need to plug it in so the firmware could be updated, but …

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World Party – Is it Like Today

RIP – Karl Wallinger March 10th, 2024 The Frontman for World Party – (Karl Wallinger) may rest in peace. I first saw him on Youtube, and sometime after the World Party was sort of famous, so I’m guessing it was 2014-16, but my guesses is always wrong. I was just getting into them… Ship of …

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Pink Floyd – Another Brick in the Wall.

This was a good song in 1979 when it came out. But over the last 45 years, it has taken on a new meaning in my life… it’s part of the break up of Pink Floyd, and they went their separate ways, being sprayed with Graffiti into colorful little Bricks… but they are bricks of …

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H.P. Lovecraft – At the Mountains of Madness

An Audiobook from H.P. Lovecraft By H.P. Lovecraft is a horror story, or thriller movie, still have work to do on it. I looked for an audiobook that was one long one video, instead of a lot of separate chapters videos, I have problem playing separate chapters, they stop on youtube. I need to change …

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Fascia vs Fascism.

The body uses Fascia to hold your body together, Much like Fascism holds the societal body together. I‘m deep, and I’m depressed, but that’s my low point of the wave, but I also have high points of the wave… like a boat passing by it leaves a wake, that effects other boats, or the shore… …

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Slow Down

I wish I didn’t See the Stems Videos of the MPC devices It hasn’t been developed yet, as a working feature until this month sometime… I was looking for it, and exporting the separations Drums, Bass, Melodic, and Vocals… so it should be on the new devices… I can explode the tracks into stems, so …

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Fruits Grow on Fruit Trees.

Fruits are our works, actions, deeds. I wish that everything you see in this post, makes it clearer, rather than dirtier… the good trees grows in the dirt of fertility, and weeds grow in the dirt too… some plants make somethings grow inside of your heart, and somethings you eat will grow in your mind, …

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Music Copyright?

Beethoven’s Symphony No. 5 Inspired “Smoke On The Water”. I wonder who came up with it first, Ludwig or Ritchie… according to this world, it was Ludwig, but we can learn something else when time is revealed as an illusion. After listening to Beethoven’s Symphony #5, he came up with that riff in the Smoke …

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Fascism = a form of Corporate Slavery.

Philosophy Day A journey into understanding FASCISM. This talk by Jason Stanley, describes Fascism, as a cult of an authoritarian leader, that became as a savior of the nation, that was suffering from some economic burden/oppression. So corporatism laid the lines feeding other corporations into a network of powers, between education, media communication, propaganda machines, …

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It’s 11am

And I still have the urge to write and communicate from my heart. Yesterday was awash with the previous Sunday’s self immolation suicide in front of the Israeli Embassy, and then this saw this video of it, after the fact… it was disturbing, cause it glorified power, when she said “rest in power”, instead of, …

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Music or Wars

What to do? I want to do music, and cause I’m anti-Zionist, NOT an anti-Semite, cause I see Arabs as Semitic too. Though it’s a game of semantics, and name calling, and it covers history too… since History was written by the winners, I know I can’t be sure, that it was not rewritten to …

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What’s on my Mind?

Nothing! Fantasies of conversing with someone, more or less God… my creator, deceiver, and confidant, and also a motivator, truth, and revealer… illusion giver, and delusion giver too. God is a mystery to me, and God should be forever… cause once I know God, I am dead… God is everything Good and Evil, as Isaiah …

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Multi Dimensional Layers of Society

Where you don’t know what layer your on, and you’re lost. Life is made of different layers, like leaves on a tree, each individual leaf contains many layers to their individuality. What season is in bloom, and natures have different realities, different Layers. Life has so many layers, every aspect of life contains different, multidimensional …

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Determinism vs Predeterminism

Events mapped out like a map, or Events are predetermined Vacations are where you choose to go, and events are by your choice, unless you are ignorant, and everything is written in a script, and life is predetermined already. That’s Determinism and Predeterminism in a nutshell, as easy as I can sum it up. You …

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Vegas went downhill

I went back to Vegas Pro 21 DAW & Video Editing program And it was a disappointment. I left it in the Vegas15 version, I don’t know the last version I used it was 12 or 15… it means I have to get the other laptop… and this bed’s full already… I think it was …

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What is GOD?

  I Wonder! I‘ve been wondering about God all my life, and I’ve come to the conclusion that God, is everyone alive and dead, and righteousness is his way, cause everything the devil does is evil, and he’s the darkside of God. I came from the Catholic indoctrination, the NYC Catholicism, cause I find the …

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Netanyahu SPEAKS

BIBI is Losing His Mind. The Victory Over His Barbarism On  His Mental Health, is What He Should Seek. This is him crying victim before a group of his lobbyists, before the global supporters. I get sick while watching him, and I never got passed the first 5 minutes of the speech, but I wanted …

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Somebody Like Me

This song is singing about me. Chase McDaniel – Somebody Like Me I‘m feeling sorry for myself, in my narcissistic ways, and I’m tired, and I haven’t got more than 2 hours sleep, before I had to get up, and sign for the used MPC Live2 package from Fedex. I got it, but I don’t …

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The Butterfly Effect

Everything Will Be OK. We all have heard of the Butterfly Effect theory, where one small thing is moved in South America, it effects on the other side of the world with a larger effect in chaos theory. I was watching The Butterfly Effect movie starring Ashton Kutcher, where he played with time travel, and …

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Salt of the Earth, & Light of the World

Plants need Nitrogen, Phosphorus, & Potassium to grow healthily. Salt is a plant killer, in fact there are many plants that they kill… don’t drown someone in salt water… it leaves them dead… or gives them a tombstone to mark their grave on the Dead Sea, I failed the Chemistry classes in High School(Watch this …

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Punk Rockers Are Like Boiling Pots of Melodies

  It was Always Alternative Rock to me. I couldn’t sing either, but I had a lot of messages that I wanted to get out into the world… Though with PUNK Rock too… I couldn’t stand their screaming, though their lyrics were deep, when I read them, and it was from their hearts, cause they …

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Zionists vs Politicians

  Zionism is Colonialism With a New Mask The stereotypical versions of religious zealots, and politicians are both delusional, and capable of errors in their thinking, and decision making powers… but they are too proud to see it. Pride is a blinding factor of the whole view of the subject, that you have to make …

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David Lynch

A Mediator Between Society and Chill Pills(Mantras) Transcendental Meditation with David Lynch, it’s a dangerous mixture with life and solutions, this is the result on one man. It’s like someone took pictures of my life. He needs TM(Transcendental Meditation), and to make sense of his life, so he’s not so stressed out about his life. …

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Thinking???

The Art of Thinking to Understand the World I took a metaphysical class my last year at Roanoke College in Virginia, before I dropped out of college… it was a time in my life, where I was thinking a lot… and getting lost in my thoughts. He ends with not watching the news in the …

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Neuralink ???

Neuralink Is Something That Promises Everything, And Gives Nothing, But Telepathy To Monkeys   Telepathically playing video games with other monkeys… so we all are dumb and stupid… we are all monkey’s at first, if you’re a believer in evolution. Neuralink is a corporation that was founded by Elon Musk, to be a better defense …

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Trees of Designs

Designs of Trees Trees of Designs Mainly Trees are Designed The Video is from Motivation Manifested. https://youtu.be/OFxgIDY__KA I was calling myself the “Trees”, but it faded, and Mom set me on the path to “Rain”. Now I’m growing slowly in the woods, and my life in the dark, growing slowly, and bending towards the daylight. …

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Sacred Geometry

Shapes Replaced Numbers… And I Could Understand It Geometry was my strongest math, I got one wrong, 98% on the Regents Exams in High School. Shapes replaced numbers, so it was easier to understand for me, since number mastery was taken away by the stroke, I had in 2004, but the shapes of geometry was …

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Music as the Master Manipulator

Music as the Master Manipulator   Music has been used for eons of time to go before the armies, as motivators for the killing, looting, and conquering. So, it is today, with music videos, and they killed all the old school of music stars. Music videos, have killed, or bitten a chunk out of music’s …

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Stoned Eagle Eye Music Reviews #4

  Citizen Soldier – Easy’s Never Been This Hard This song has in it a live stream ad that you have to close… I’m banning them from future reviews, unless they change their Youtube’s monetary practices in the future. You can subscribe to Citizen Soldier if you want to, but “Easy’s Never Been This Hard” …

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Stoned Eagle Eye Music Reviews #2

I decided to change the format it again Foreign Figures & EJ Michels – Dark Room This song, “Dark Room” by Foreign Figures & EJ Michels Is a sad song, that calls you down into dark thoughts, like all the other rabbit holes in the world. Imaginations are basically liars dreaming their big deceitful dreams, …

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Seasick Steve “That I know”… Which is Nothing

There’s been a couple of songs I heard, and wanted lyrics, so they should be below. AZ Lyrics It’s a Long Long Way AZ Lyrics Church of Me AZ Lyrics Clock is Running He’s his own property, I saw him on YouTube a couple of times… And I enjoyed him. Seasick Steve(Steve Wold), this is …

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