Category: suicidal

7 Spirits of God.

What are the 7 Spirits of God? A waterlike Spirit taking the form of your character. Could be emotional and Sad, as well as Joyful. The spirit lives emotionally, that’s where emotions are real feelings… and that’s where you really breathe life itself. Emotional pains always crushed me, at the core of my being… and …

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Cyber-warfare- A New Battlefield

Well, not so new, but more hackers make up the armed forces. UPDATE – Shodan now has one time fee for joining, and a host of monthly fee plans… I was shocked, when I returned there… it had a paywall. It was normal first, but then the paywall came up, and I found a one …

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Echelon Signal Intelligence Program.

Studying the World? Or subduing it? An all out war on attacking our intelligences, making us dumber, than we already are. I found out about this in a book called “Behold a Pale Horse”, by Bill Cooper, and many other conspiracies of the secret govt… cause I can’t get the book right now… I’m on …

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PCs & Me.

The New Birth of Me & PCs Collide. I was extremely depressed before my breaking my back, bordering on suicidal, where I tried to OD on PCP, and woke up blind, and told my Colonel commanding officer to “Fuck Off” through a closed door, cause he was knocking on my door to inspect my dorm …

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Cody Jinks – I Cast No Stones.

I Am Not Your Judge. It’s like I wrote this song… cause it’s the way I feel too. There is always someone on their soapbox yelling for a cause, which I do sometimes too. It’s usually when I’m forced to, by some ethical questioning, and I have to have an answer for it. I can …

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Pink Floyd – Another Brick in the Wall.

This was a good song in 1979 when it came out. But over the last 45 years, it has taken on a new meaning in my life… it’s part of the break up of Pink Floyd, and they went their separate ways, being sprayed with Graffiti into colorful little Bricks… but they are bricks of …

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H.P. Lovecraft – At the Mountains of Madness

An Audiobook from H.P. Lovecraft By H.P. Lovecraft is a horror story, or thriller movie, still have work to do on it. I looked for an audiobook that was one long one video, instead of a lot of separate chapters videos, I have problem playing separate chapters, they stop on youtube. I need to change …

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It’s 11am

And I still have the urge to write and communicate from my heart. Yesterday was awash with the previous Sunday’s self immolation suicide in front of the Israeli Embassy, and then this saw this video of it, after the fact… it was disturbing, cause it glorified power, when she said “rest in power”, instead of, …

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Multi Dimensional Layers of Society

Where you don’t know what layer your on, and you’re lost. Life is made of different layers, like leaves on a tree, each individual leaf contains many layers to their individuality. What season is in bloom, and natures have different realities, different Layers. Life has so many layers, every aspect of life contains different, multidimensional …

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Punk Rockers Are Like Boiling Pots of Melodies

  It was Always Alternative Rock to me. I couldn’t sing either, but I had a lot of messages that I wanted to get out into the world… Though with PUNK Rock too… I couldn’t stand their screaming, though their lyrics were deep, when I read them, and it was from their hearts, cause they …

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AI – the Freedom Thief, or The Liberator of All People

AI is the downfall of our society Senator Frank Church testifying of the secret programs of the CIA called Operation Mockingbird, and foreign governments in cahoots with each other, in the 1970’s, before and beyond the 70s. MK Ultra was a mind control program using drugs and esp to control minds, and now AI is …

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Music as the Master Manipulator

Music as the Master Manipulator   Music has been used for eons of time to go before the armies, as motivators for the killing, looting, and conquering. So, it is today, with music videos, and they killed all the old school of music stars. Music videos, have killed, or bitten a chunk out of music’s …

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Stoned Eagle Eye Music Reviews

  Songs Reviewed The Lumineers -Just Like Heaven(The Cure COVER) Zach Bryan – Dark Forest Blakk – If You Love Her  . Top Menu This is The Cure’s Version of the Song : Just Like Heaven Lumineers Youtube Page   Just Like Heaven LYRICS “Show me, show me, show me how you do that trick? The …

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Habitual Learning of Cognition’s Secrets

Change your habits, it’s the first step of brainwashing… but by yourself. Not by an external source, but by yourself… this guy is wise and observant, of what goes on in his mind, but what’s in his mind, maybe not in your mind. Cognition Avenue is only traveled by you, and others have their own …

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Stoned Eagle Eye Music Reviews – 10 & True, Traveling Light, Violet’s Tale

These reviews are here to entertain You And me too This a Work in progress, so it will change over time I’m just a piece of driftwood going with the flow in the river of life I don’t know what’s ahead of me This first Video is called “10 & True” by James Quick, and …

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Joe Rogan Experience – Bob Lazar Interview

Aired Jun 20, 2019 “Bob Lazar is a physicist who worked at Los Alamos National Laboratory in New Mexico, and also on reverse engineering extraterrestrial technology at a site called S-4 near the Area 51 Groom Lake operating location. Jeremy Corbell is a contemporary artist and documentary filmmaker. Watch the documentary “Bob Lazar: Area 51 …

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Citizen Soldier – Words That Don’t Exist

This song is me, in all its raw form, and then some more. I doodle some strange symbols, like they are words, that I can only understand. So esoteric of me… I’m weird… and I’m proud of it, instead of ashamed… and I’ll be that way until I die, I mean, I’ll apologize for the …

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Determinism and Free Will…they Both Exist!

Determinism and Free Will   Life is itself, an illusion. Those things that make up that illusion, are illusions in themselves. We all live in our little bubbles. Free will exists as an illusion of choice, and determinism is the devil’s tool of testing. You can fight the testing by making a choice, or you …

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Tomidjah’s Sore Heart…

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  Tomidjah’s Sore Heart… Yes, I’m talking about myself in the third person…a classic sign of narcissism, but that remains to be a proven fact. I’m lamenting or feeling sorry for myself, which I have done to myself, an uncounted number of times in my life. When I’ve been in despair with my loneliness… an …

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Suicide or NOT!

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  Suicide,  was                                                                                                                                                    an idea I thought I’d forget about into oblivion. I guess even the Black children’s study said 1 in 5 children go through a suicidal choice. I was always a sensitive child, and was always depressed too. I was a manic depressive, and was always fighting depression. I’m 60 this year, and …

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Shine Like The Sun

Shine Like The Sun   This song was born from a nightmare I had when I was 20 years old, I was in a hospital and was pregnant, and giving birth. I was a male and incapable of giving birth, but I was going through a nightmare, and nothing made sense. It was stillborn, but …

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Welcome to Happiness – Review

— Welcome to Happiness – Review —   I was surprised of the viewing of this movie, it was like a resurrection, since I was killed two days before when I watched the movie Calvary. The ending was what killed me, it was so sad. This seemed to raise my spirits, cause I thought about …

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Saving Files Here has been a Nightmare

— Saving Files Here has been a Nightmare —   I‘ve been trying to post here all month, but it seems the elite minded sees us as mad ranters…and hack away at my peace. I’ll just rant at/in my peace, and claim it as my right… and I’ll take potshots at their peace in hopes …

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“Pain Creates Passion”

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— “Pain Creates Passion” —   I just finished watching the movie “The Space Between”. It was about a man learning his baby was not his, and he went to see the Father of the baby. In the journey to see the Father, he met a girl killing herself, or she was going to hang …

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What I’m Thankful For :

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— What I’m Thankful For : Everything —   I‘m thankful for family and friends, and the love they let me share and take. I like to give more, than I take.   I‘m thankful for the last few days, and I went to the store, and someone I never met, or even asked her name, …

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War it’s Not a Game …

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— War it’s Not a Game … Music by Mike McFee —     Mike brought this into the studio before the last album in 1995 before I left for Alaska, and I looked for lyrics, and I found a set of Lyrics by Freddy Hage, but I rewrote the Chorus to “War it’s not …

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A Call To Awakening : One Guy’s View

— A Call To Awakening : One Guy’s View —   I think more or less like this (Jason Silva) guy, but I show more respect and honor to God. He says Astronauts are atheists, the more I hear from Astronauts, they hold their faith to themselves. They don’t know. They are more agnostics, if …

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