I decided to call my next Playlist “MAY I Rebut?” Tomidjah & SUNO AI Band I made a playlist of current events in the news today for the Month of MAY, it’s mostly blues songs… cause I can’t sing, but I can howl at the moon. Right now there are 8 songs on the playlist, …
Category: confessions
Apr 16 2025
April FOOL’s Playlist
Play the April Fool’s Playlist Click on the above line I made this song tonight, and I liked it… it made me feel good with SUNO as the producer. Everything is regurgitated patterns and musical passages, since the beginning of music into the classical period and before that too. Music always moved you, and you’d …
Apr 03 2025
Psalm 82 Rearranged #2
“You Are gods, you are all children of the Most High” A remix of Psalm 82 from Rock to Acoustical Orchestral… a little mellower sounding. Listen to this version, and let me know what you think about it, once I find a way to communicate with yous. I like my security, and I feel like …
Feb 22 2025
What’s New With Me
This is what I’ve been busy with I guess this should be easier. I managed to equal the 120+ songs on SoundCloud, and with SUNO AI bands #1, #2, #3, and # 4 in writing the Lyrics, and picking the GENRES… give or take a few songs. Here’s my latest one called “Sanity”. …
Dec 12 2024
RIP X DAW Pro… My Review
This video turned me on to RIP X DAW Pro,And I understood it’s potential. Well, I bought it, cause I’ve been making songs with Tomidjah & SUNO’s AI Band, and they have a connect feature to SUNO. I‘m just loading an old song that Lynn Voorhees did, called “Pictures”.I’m going to see if I can …
Nov 11 2024
Genocide? Israeli Madmen living on the edge?
Drag Artist from Amsterdam.He’s a Lebanese-Palestinian too, So he might come off as BIAS. This is a video I’ve seen on Youtube… and needs to be watched to reveal the truth, from someone from there… that night. I saw all the media stories, and Sky News changed their original story by pressure by the Israeli …
Nov 09 2024
Just a thought rolling down the Ski Hill of life, Getting Bigger & Bigger, as it goes down the hill.
I’m So Impatient. I feel helpless and hopeless in despair, as if you stepped into Quicksands of life, but I still struggle to breathe, and not be buried by censorship of the Media… I know, that maybe it is not my time, to be heard… but that’s me, I’m always before my time. I …
Nov 07 2024
Trump’s 2nd Term
Let’s hope it’s better, than his 1st term. I hope it’s his last term, and he goes into the future towards God, where he gets his true reward… we all go towards God for our true final rewards. IDK, how God judges us, or if it’s how I imagine… It might be totally different …
Oct 30 2024
Politician’s Campaign Feeding Frenzy
Elections 2024, It will Never Change, It Seems Like a Repeat, Like the Groundhog Day Movie. Started this in February 20, 2020… but never posted it. Politician’s campaign feeding frenzy has begun on the voters… with lies as their treats. Saying sweet things, to manipulate you to vote for them. They’re just vying your votes. …
Aug 20 2024
ComPUmania
I first got into the tech field in 1984. I was a young kid at 28, when I bought my first PC computer, after I dropped out of college, and the Apple MAC was just too expensive. We were under a command based terminal prompt OS, which was MS-DOS… which carried Windows on its back …
Aug 04 2024
Network of Jealousies.
Jealousies are a network of connections seeking Happiness, but dive deeper in to darkness of Unhappiness. We seek our Happiness in the deepness of the seas of unhappiness… the dark depths of the seas of unhappiness, has a lot of deep sea creatures, that offer a false light as bait, and want to eat you, …
Jul 12 2024
Pride on Ego’s Shoulder
I remember Saturday Morning Cartoons When the Angels and Devils were on your Shoulders and Talking to You With THOUGHTS. Prideful egos get blind drunk, egos get high from fame… they are drugs, that effect your egos decision making skills… they alter your ability to make sense of your life. I bought the house on …
Jun 30 2024
Israel is being judged by the me/god.
I give constructive advice, instead of destructive advice. It’s the occupation, that the Palestinians find objectionable, and cause terrorist attacks, from the cruelty and abuse of the IDF… they are just kids with guns, that were educated by the old timers, who developed a resentment to Arabs. I’m sick of all the hatred and cynicism …
Jun 06 2024
Alphabet/Google/Youtube is Censoring the Truth
This is What they’re Censoring Maybe the Israeli Lobby had a problem with it, and finds it to contain false info, but the Israelis had been responsible for it, and bogus intelligence feeding us to invade Iraq in 2003. We went Afghanistan first, but they feared Iraq, and they said go to invade Iraq. Power …
Jun 03 2024
7 Spirits of God.
What are the 7 Spirits of God? A waterlike Spirit taking the form of your character. Could be emotional and Sad, as well as Joyful. The spirit lives emotionally, that’s where emotions are real feelings… and that’s where you really breathe life itself. Emotional pains always crushed me, at the core of my being… and …
May 31 2024
DAWs times…
Studio One 6 or Cubase 13 Both FIT My Workflow. Studio One 6 has nice features in getting the tempo, of some audio you produced without a click track, and your tempo was shifting without a click track, and it was done in the early 80’s. I was just jamming with an acoustic rhythms and …
May 06 2024
I just bought the Synthesizer V Studio Pro.
Last Night, as an Impulse Buy. I was amazed at it’s properties, and now I want to record my own voice, as one of the voices in it’s singing capabilities. I feel young, all over again… it’s sad, the way the world is now for me, with all the political mayhem going on all over …
May 05 2024
Words are in a Pressure Cooker of Communication.
Sometimes comes up, with delicious meals. That you are thirsty for with the Truth, and you feel like you had a good meal, and some words makes for a horrible meals, and leaves you with indigestion, to boot, for the next few days. This song by Birdy of “All You Never Say”, sings about some …
May 02 2024
Steam is Bubbling in This Soul
And I need to vent it out of me, on here. I should’ve got up and eaten, but I chose to stay in bed, and vent my frustrations for satisfaction, instead of eating for energy, and healing. The times of frustration need an output of venting, what’s wrong with my life… I’ve been searching for …
Apr 28 2024
My Religion, as simply as I can Explain…
This is my Summary of it. I want to share my religion with you, and you’re trapped with other religions, that have you in their clutches, first off you don’t have to go to church… the temple, is in you. Your body is where you worship God, in thoughts and emotions… read Matthew 6:6. “God …
Apr 28 2024
As Long As the War goes On in Gaza…
I’m going to go on writing about it. This is one video talking of the techniques of manipulation. I wish I could end it @6.26 seconds, cause he goes into a commercial break for funding… more manipulation by self promoting. I guess this is an Israeli manipulation tactic, or something along those lines… NOT the …
Apr 25 2024
Protester Agents?
I Wonder! We have agents, lets call them crisis actors, that feed on our emotions, to blow it up, to more than it is. We’ve had them all my life, when I look back throughout all my history. I needed to see through the memory prism, with afterthought, to see it clearly. You have the …
Apr 22 2024
Inflation, is Here To Stay.
Anybody Have a Room to Stay for Inflation. The things don’t look good for the banks, and how the Fed manages money is even more shaky… I see the US in debt, which can change at an instant, so what we’re not expecting, can manage to engulf us in bankruptcy galore with everyone, consumers, banking, …
Apr 17 2024
Musical Rut.
Dueling With The Tech Dark Side. The DAWs, MPC, Roland, ZenBeats, etc., I don’t know where to begin, but I have thoughts when I log into Siteground, and start blogging… But I’d much rather work on Music, but when I do, it must be the connection to the internet, cause all the secure programs want …
Apr 16 2024
I Need to VENT.
UPDATE : Correction… it seems that 16 boxes, were 16 bandages, at $134.15 in a case, so that was an error, the way they worded it, that caused my dilemma. They word it, so you think your getting a deal, but you’re NOT… but I was ripped off on the colostomy bags, $657.48 for 12 …
Apr 12 2024
Boggles, Boggles, & More Boggles
The definition of Boggle “To do anything awkwardly, or unskillfully.” Is one definition at Wordnik, but there are many more definitions. I woke this morning, and felt boggled in my mind, like I was swimming in a cesspool, and not a relaxing pool with fresh water. It was then, I went to my email, and …
Apr 11 2024
Coerced Journalism vs Free Press.
I Sat Through Hours of Highlights On CSPAN Hearings That Deal With Free Press or Fee Press Doing the Blog writing, I’ve been searching the truth in mainstream media, and finding nothing but propaganda, and manipulating the minds of the people. I’m all for the truth, but the propaganda is my enemy… it’s a deceptive …
Apr 04 2024
PCs & Me.
The New Birth of Me & PCs Collide. I was extremely depressed before my breaking my back, bordering on suicidal, where I tried to OD on PCP, and woke up blind, and told my Colonel commanding officer to “Fuck Off” through a closed door, cause he was knocking on my door to inspect my dorm …
Apr 02 2024
Israel Kills Foreign Aid Workers.
7 Aid workers were killed, in 3 separate IDF air strikes. I guess they struck them in one vehicle, and they went to another vehicle, then another air strike, which made them move to another vehicle where they all died, with the last air strike. It left a hole in the roof, where the World …
Apr 01 2024
Israel is a Madman.
Creating More Ruins, And what Lies under the Ruins, Still NEEDS to be Determined. I saw this after I posted on FB this song by Mother Mother – It’s Alright, and it was a disappointment for me, and the backing of the Israelis, and their destruction of Gaza, and our complicitness in it. Now they …