Tag: anger

Venting Frustrations

Yelling at God My God is as Vast as the Many Populations in the Universe. God is as real, as the air we breathe, and the oxygen we need to carry our blood from our hearts, to feed the many organs in our body to thrive healthily. So forgive me, if I don’t show the …

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When We’re Bitter

    This was done in DaVinci Resolve 15.   It’s FREE too. It has its pluses and negatives, but I’m growing more in love with it, as I figure it out. The only thing is the negative part of editing, it makes me want to express my extreme displeasure… but that doesn’t do me any …

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Democracy is it the Salvation Govt?

Democracy is it the only Choice Democracy isn’t the perfect Govt, nor is the opposite chaotic international Federalism, which I studied in college. I wanted to make an independent study major, which was designed by a Professor at NEC (sister campus), Arundel, UK,  which closed in 1998. There I was, until a death in my …

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Suicide or NOT!

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  Suicide,  was                                                                                                                                                    an idea I thought I’d forget about into oblivion. I guess even the Black children’s study said 1 in 5 children go through a suicidal choice. I was always a sensitive child, and was always depressed too. I was a manic depressive, and was always fighting depression. I’m 60 this year, and …

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Weeds or Wild Flowers

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What Determines a Weed?   The world today is quick to call wildflowers weeds, cause they don’t know the use of yet. It’s easier to call them weeds, and let them be done with it. This what my lawn would look like, and the noxious weed officers gave me a warning that I had to …

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Many Horses Pull My Chariot

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Many Horses Pull My Chariot   I‘ll talk about the team of horses that pull me through this life. My existence is the chariot, and the horses that pull me through this life are many, without number.   Understanding is the first horse, that I have given charge to pulling my chariot. Love is  the …

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AfterLife – Immortality to be Skeptical

— AfterLife – Immortality to be Skeptical About —   I watched this video by Big Think, where Michael Shermer is talking about being skeptical about reaching utopia, and saying dystopia is the ultimate result of utopia. Leaves me a little skeptical about the whole notion of reaching heaven at all. There were moments that …

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MOTH : Matters of the Heart to Me – 2

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— MOTH : Matters of the Heart to Me – 2 —   The Matters of the Heart to me is the MOTH, and it entails all the ups and downs of life. The positives that will lead to the negativity eventually. It’s critical thinking taken to the extremes. It’s about life in general, and …

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America Suspect of the Dumbness Bomb

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— America Suspect of the Dumbness Bomb : No one escapes —   The CEO’s leave America cause of the dumbness bomb, they know something that we don’t know. America is becoming dumb, and more so now that we don’t manufacture anymore. We want to go, and buy like consumers do, for the next thing …

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The Mind of Tomidjah … It’s Dark and Bright

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— The Mind of Tomidjah … It’s Dark and Bright —   I feel like the twisters in this soul of Tomidjah, is tearing me apart. I’m an egocentric narcissist right now. I’m sworn to truth before God. It takes a toll on my body and my mind, which is me in total. The weather …

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Delusions of Fame and Fortune

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— Delusions of Fame and Fortune : A personal story —   Delusions with a gain, like fame and fortune are always a trap, much like the mousetraps of today. With the bait and trap, and if it’s not death, it is a wicked pain to say the least.   I did commercials when I …

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The Pride : The link to Anger and Destruction

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— Pride  :  The link to Anger —   Anger(2013) by okapi   Pride is linked to Anger through a defense mechanism. If it feels threatened it sets anger outside its doors. Pride needs a defensive warrior, and anger is that warrior. Pride is the initiator of the defense, cause that sets up the anger …

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Anger Management

— Anger Management : Managing anger into a mild boil —   Like the simmer dial on the stove of emotions, you need to stop boiling over… I know it’s hard to do. I live for the moment which is unaware of the emotional control, well for me anyways. I wish I could control my …

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Religions Madness

— Religions Madness – delusions gone wild —       The catholic church at the beginning canonized the bible by editing out some books that were apocryphal. The early scriptures were a form of spirit based, but fleshly delusional. God is Spirit… so the spiritual influence is of God, but that’s where the delusions …

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Consequences of Anger

— Consequences of Anger —   Anger, the devil in the details of human nature, it covers everything wrong with America, and globally in the World. It makes us retreat into denial or arguments of defense, cause we feel threatened with our insecurities. It also doesn’t help when you battle depression either, you are totally …

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The comments off

— The Comments Off —   I turned the comments off, so that I didn’t have to deal with spammers, since I did, I’ve seen a bit of relief in dealing with the constant spam… it seems they all comment on everything from flattery to flattery. It’s just hot air to fill my ego… they …

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What is Creativity ?

— What is Creativity ? —   This video by Jason Silva, that I agree a 110% with.     Observation is the key to open the doors of this world’s wonders, we have the keys to the universe, yet we bust down the doors and sell our resources to the highest bidder, but in …

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Silence in the midst of Anger

— Silence in the midst of Anger —    (Concerto)” by Ernesto Cortazar Van Morrison – Hymns To The Silence   Lyrics: Oh my dear, oh my dear sweet love Oh my dear, oh my dear sweet love When I’m away from you, when I’m away from you Well I feel, yeah, well I feel …

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Anger Management

— Anger Management — The days go by with a slight discomfort when you’re fighting your anger, wrestling with yourself, and you have no one to blame, except God. You don’t even have God to blame, but at the time you’re mad, it seems that is all there is to blame. You go swearing at …

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I need to rant

— I need to rant —   I need to rant to stay sane, otherwise I’d be some crazy person roaming the streets talking and yelling to himself, this way I write something that makes sense… to me at least, if it makes sense to you too. Then you have something to worry about. Just …

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Anger: risen is STRESS yelling loudly

— Anger —     Anger is stress yelling loudly in the soul, ripping the good health from the walls of the soul. When you go into rages, it’s time you relax and make the sense of the situation that put you into a rage. Counting to ten,  a hundred , and a thousand even …

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Do you ever feel?

Do you ever Feel like the whole world is against you?  I went through a rage today, as I do everyday. I’ve been looking for a maid, one that will come and do my floors at least…and everything else was going wrong, the fan in the greenhouse was squealing, we tightened the belt it was …

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Resentment

Resentment, or just feeling sorry for yourself? Resentment clogs up the pipes with false accusations and suspicions, some might be true, though not to the extremes you’re fighting. You need to think about what you’re mad at, and does that person deserve the judgement that you feel. Even though you feel that they do, it …

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