— Anger —

Anger is stress yelling loudly in the soul, ripping the good health from the walls of the soul. When you go into rages, it’s time you relax and make the sense of the situation that put you into a rage.

Counting to ten, a hundred , and a thousand even doesn’t make sense, if you don’t look at what sent you into a rage in the first place. Look at the core of the problem, and try to understand it, rather than condemn it.

If you yell at it, it doesn’t change to suit you. You make it yell at you in return. We need to see the real problem, cause it is because you both have the truth and are right, you don’t see the big picture.

When you get angry it’s breaking down your immune system, when you go into a rage, as I have at many times in my life, I have felt some form of sickness after the fact of the rage. When I was in a rage, I felt strong, but the moment after the rage, I felt weaker than before the rage.

Maybe cause I’m a thinker and the conscience made me feel bad. I’d rather be redeemed from the pain, and keep my soul intact, then to sell it to the devil(evil thoughts) and be fighting for the life of eternity. Trying to rid my mind of thoughts that are bad for my health and my life.

Forgiveness is the renunciation or cessation of resentment, indignation or anger as a result of a perceived offense, disagreement, or mistake, or ceasing to demand punishment or restitution.

I got this quote from the Wikipedia page on Forgiveness.

Forgiveness is the first step to heal the sores, and rid yourself from the anger that’s held in a grudge against the person you held the indignation towards. Understanding is the first step on that journey, if you don’t want to understand, it’s like a stubborn mule on the trail of the Grand Canyon, you don’t make the journey through the canyon.
I’ve never been to the Grand Canyon, so I don’t know the mules/asses behavior.

But I know the rages that the humankind has to deal with…and it’s a bitch and then you die.

Well , then when we die, if we haven’t controlled it, then we live in hell with a bitch as a companion. That’s my guess.

I hope I’m not right, it’s got to be better from this world.

Anger is a saving grace too, but not too often, it’s more destructive personally. It’s a saving grace when it’s used to protect the innocent, but there is the danger of power getting control and corrupting your purpose…it gets into your head and you become a tyrant.

I’m trying to control my anger at the world and politics of the world, which is in control of the “military industrial complex” to settle their differences with wars and murdering a lot of innocent people calling it collateral damage.

I’m getting political, I need to stop raising my blood pressure, cause I can’t think clearly with all the hormones attacking my body…or utilizing my body instead of my mind. So I’ll say bye for now…it’s late…and it does no one good to go to bed mad.