— Religions Madness – delusions gone wild —
The catholic church at the beginning canonized the bible by editing out some books that were apocryphal. The early scriptures were a form of spirit based, but fleshly delusional.
God is Spirit… so the spiritual influence is of God, but that’s where the delusions have the effect on religions.
You hear the spirit, but your fleshly biases interpret it, and that series of connections is where the delusions form.
John 3:8 – Jesus speaking to Nicodemus questioning of his true divine nature
“The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.”
That was a long time ago for me, in this short time of life. I’ve been deteriorating at an exponential pace since 1986, the spirit left me everyday and I die, only to be reborn when I wake up everyday.
“Each night, when I go to sleep, I die. And the next morning, when I wake up, I am reborn.”
― Mahatma Gandhi
When I was taught in Catholic parochial school, I was going to hell for missing church, because we left the Brooklyn to visit my Grandparents in New Jersey, I could’ve went with my Grandmother, who attended mass every Sunday, but we were arriving after she went to church.
I was 7 or 8… my mind is full of errors related with my memories. I remember being told it was a mortal sin, and mortal sins were not forgivable. It was a terrifying story to tell an adolescent… so I was going to hell in my mind at very young age.
That was before I realized that the Catholic church was full of shit, they had the good morals and everything, but the way they showed it was a bigger sin against God. It turned me away from God, till I came back to God at 19.
I realized that God was real, I had supernatural experiences that kept getting more real and realer than I expected… I knew God was real, but I didn’t know what God was, except Spirit.
Spirit is the life force in every human life, but that is the most ignored substance that mankind chooses not to understand.
A selective ignorance that mankind won’t admit to it, they live in denial. I choose to understand it, though I don’t know what it is, but I’m willing to listen to the charlatans, clowns, conmen, and the wise men, and whoever will talk about the mysteries of God.
Talk not preach, because I’m against preaching…or I should say guarded against preaching. I’m listening, but the preaching should be spirit based, I’m guarded against the trash infected biases that dirties the purity of the spirit.
God can be most evasive when you look to understand, to capture God’s essence…that’s when God disappears to nothing in the blink of an eye, and you’re left with confusion with the pride that you carry… then God reappears in the distance safe from the captures of your distorting imperfect spirit.
Remember the devil likes to impersonate God, and the devil likes to mislead you away from God.
God is a mystery, and should remain so… but we should continually seek God, remember we are not fishing for God, that would be like a gnat fishing for a whale… I know only that comparison on this worldly level, where you would understand, but it covers more of the mysteries of the universe and space, which we can’t even imagine…we can only conjecture of what is out there.
The explorations of space… I suspect that earthly angels are here now… but that is another story.
This is a call to personally seek God, whether it’s a religion based fellowship or not… don’t focus on the religion, it should be God you’re focused on.
God doesn’t mislead you, your sins mislead you… namely pride, anger, sloth, lust, gluttony, greed, and envy… the 7 deadly sins. They have a tendency to mislead you into trouble… notice pride is the biggest misleader with patriotism and nationalism, and what quickly follows is the sin of anger, then comes sloth and lust bedfellows… I’m laying with those fellows trying to convince myself out of bed in the morning, what’s the reason to get up.
The world is full of trials and tests… and it doesn’t get better, if you are bound by the materialistic hunger of human nature. We battle sins all of our lives, the sins live in the ego of mankind, the ego is the battlefield, where the battle of good and evil take place.
Ego is the battlefield of life…we learn about ourselves on that battlefield.
We have to be on guard from the genocides from the social networks that want to massacre our egos, from our suicidal thirsts that we kill our egos… which is a bunch of shit, and not capture your ego in your control, but you kill it.
You kill yourself when you kill your ego, and sloth and lust are your bedfellows… which I’m at right now, where I have to convince myself to get out of bed in the morning.
Some mornings I feel good and without pain, but those days are very few… loneliness is also depressing too which feeds the slothful beast.
This is depressing me more than I want to be… I’ll let what I find on the 7 deadly sins from youtube, be the close of this post.
The beginning is repeated over and over in the History Channel’s documentary, take it as a commercial…it discusses one of the deadly sins.