Category: fear

Musical Rut.

Dueling With The Tech Dark Side. The DAWs, MPC, Roland, ZenBeats, etc., I don’t know where to begin, but I have thoughts when I log into Siteground, and start blogging… But I’d much rather work on Music, but when I do, it must be the connection to the internet, cause all the secure programs want …

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Windows 11 is a spy program.

Version 24H2, update is blocking programs. I updated to 23H2 in November in 2023… and I don’t like the copilot thing not being abled to be uninstalled… another spying widget, it’s probably what the widgets feed data to. Here’s what’s new in 24H2 upgrade. I’m thinking I’m going to move to Linux, I know the …

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Boggles, Boggles, & More Boggles

The definition of Boggle “To do anything awkwardly, or unskillfully.” Is one definition at Wordnik, but there are many more definitions. I woke this morning, and felt boggled in my mind, like I was swimming in a cesspool, and not a relaxing pool with fresh water. It was then, I went to my email, and …

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Coerced Journalism vs Free Press.

I Sat Through Hours of Highlights On CSPAN Hearings That Deal With Free Press or Fee Press Doing the Blog writing, I’ve been searching the truth in mainstream media, and finding nothing but propaganda, and manipulating the minds of the people. I’m all for the truth, but the propaganda is my enemy… it’s a deceptive …

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Cyber-warfare- A New Battlefield

Well, not so new, but more hackers make up the armed forces. UPDATE – Shodan now has one time fee for joining, and a host of monthly fee plans… I was shocked, when I returned there… it had a paywall. It was normal first, but then the paywall came up, and I found a one …

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Echelon Signal Intelligence Program.

Studying the World? Or subduing it? An all out war on attacking our intelligences, making us dumber, than we already are. I found out about this in a book called “Behold a Pale Horse”, by Bill Cooper, and many other conspiracies of the secret govt… cause I can’t get the book right now… I’m on …

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Israel Kills Foreign Aid Workers.

7 Aid workers were killed, in 3 separate IDF air strikes. I guess they struck them in one vehicle, and they went to another vehicle, then another air strike, which made them move to another vehicle where they all died, with the last air strike. It left a hole in the roof, where the World …

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Israel is a Madman.

Creating More Ruins, And what Lies under the Ruins, Still NEEDS to be Determined. I saw this after I posted on FB this song by Mother Mother – It’s Alright, and it was a disappointment for me, and the backing of the Israelis, and their destruction of Gaza, and our complicitness in it. Now they …

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It seems like last week was 32,000+ dead in Gaza.

The Deaths, make Orphans, without Parents to guide them. A Rafah invasion will only cause more deaths, and you’re no closer to victory, than the moment you thought about it… you went away from the battlefield of thought and contemplation, to seek victory in what you see outside of yourself. And more children will die …

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1,977 Acres of the Illegal Settler’s Land,

Is Now the State of Israel Land. I guess it being illegal by international law, since you’re chosen by God, it doesn’t apply to you… or the other zionists in that Ego trap. I guess we should be thankful for God, for having mercy on your distorted Judaism, that you hijacked with zionist dreams and …

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Pink Floyd – Another Brick in the Wall.

This was a good song in 1979 when it came out. But over the last 45 years, it has taken on a new meaning in my life… it’s part of the break up of Pink Floyd, and they went their separate ways, being sprayed with Graffiti into colorful little Bricks… but they are bricks of …

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Fruits Grow on Fruit Trees.

Fruits are our works, actions, deeds. I wish that everything you see in this post, makes it clearer, rather than dirtier… the good trees grows in the dirt of fertility, and weeds grow in the dirt too… some plants make somethings grow inside of your heart, and somethings you eat will grow in your mind, …

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Music Copyright?

Beethoven’s Symphony No. 5 Inspired “Smoke On The Water”. I wonder who came up with it first, Ludwig or Ritchie… according to this world, it was Ludwig, but we can learn something else when time is revealed as an illusion. After listening to Beethoven’s Symphony #5, he came up with that riff in the Smoke …

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Fascism = a form of Corporate Slavery.

Philosophy Day A journey into understanding FASCISM. This talk by Jason Stanley, describes Fascism, as a cult of an authoritarian leader, that became as a savior of the nation, that was suffering from some economic burden/oppression. So corporatism laid the lines feeding other corporations into a network of powers, between education, media communication, propaganda machines, …

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It’s 11am

And I still have the urge to write and communicate from my heart. Yesterday was awash with the previous Sunday’s self immolation suicide in front of the Israeli Embassy, and then this saw this video of it, after the fact… it was disturbing, cause it glorified power, when she said “rest in power”, instead of, …

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Multi Dimensional Layers of Society

Where you don’t know what layer your on, and you’re lost. Life is made of different layers, like leaves on a tree, each individual leaf contains many layers to their individuality. What season is in bloom, and natures have different realities, different Layers. Life has so many layers, every aspect of life contains different, multidimensional …

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Determinism vs Predeterminism

Events mapped out like a map, or Events are predetermined Vacations are where you choose to go, and events are by your choice, unless you are ignorant, and everything is written in a script, and life is predetermined already. That’s Determinism and Predeterminism in a nutshell, as easy as I can sum it up. You …

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What is GOD?

  I Wonder! I‘ve been wondering about God all my life, and I’ve come to the conclusion that God, is everyone alive and dead, and righteousness is his way, cause everything the devil does is evil, and he’s the darkside of God. I came from the Catholic indoctrination, the NYC Catholicism, cause I find the …

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Netanyahu SPEAKS

BIBI is Losing His Mind. The Victory Over His Barbarism On  His Mental Health, is What He Should Seek. This is him crying victim before a group of his lobbyists, before the global supporters. I get sick while watching him, and I never got passed the first 5 minutes of the speech, but I wanted …

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Tit 4 Tat WARS

  Wars Need to STOP! Egos rule our minds and actions in the world, and it is the avenue, towards our feelings and pain, sometimes excruciating pain, making you react with vengeful feelings… like a reflexive reaction. Tit for Tat, and a punch for punch… it never solved anything in your mind or heart… it …

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Somebody Like Me

This song is singing about me. Chase McDaniel – Somebody Like Me I‘m feeling sorry for myself, in my narcissistic ways, and I’m tired, and I haven’t got more than 2 hours sleep, before I had to get up, and sign for the used MPC Live2 package from Fedex. I got it, but I don’t …

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The Butterfly Effect

Everything Will Be OK. We all have heard of the Butterfly Effect theory, where one small thing is moved in South America, it effects on the other side of the world with a larger effect in chaos theory. I was watching The Butterfly Effect movie starring Ashton Kutcher, where he played with time travel, and …

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What does MPC mean?

MPC MIDI Production Center So, the basic language is MIDI, and everything connects through the MIDI language, and it is not very intuitive, it’s like learning a new verbal language, for example French, Spanish, Arabic, Chinese, etc., it requires tech knowledge and dialects too. It takes another approach to music production, rather than the digital …

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We Wait in the Dark

Then Morning to a New Day Comes I guess the darkness passes too, and the sun shines on the new day, or a gentle rain waters the plants in your environment… I like the gentle rains without winds, like in a storm… but sometimes you have to face them without fear, and they will pass …

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Words are Eaten, and Go into the Digestion Cycle

With Thoughts, We Digest the Words, into Poops Again. It’s a neverending cycle, we eat BS, and think about it, and then BS to others… it’s been going on like that, since time began. Words = Poops I guess I can theorize on that thought, until my time runs out, and I fall asleep/passageways/expire, and …

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Waste Material as a Fertilizer

Manure on the Fields of Humanity. I guess the world will be a better place, without the cynical me on it. It makes me sad and mad at least, so I guess, that I spread sadness and madness, wherever I go. George Harrison made an album “All Things Must Pass”, and the song All Things …

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Salt of the Earth, & Light of the World

Plants need Nitrogen, Phosphorus, & Potassium to grow healthily. Salt is a plant killer, in fact there are many plants that they kill… don’t drown someone in salt water… it leaves them dead… or gives them a tombstone to mark their grave on the Dead Sea, I failed the Chemistry classes in High School(Watch this …

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Damon Imani

A Satirist saying F*ck You To Klaus Schwab. I was hoping it was true, but it was satirical piece. There was no Wikipedia page about Damon Imani, so I never knew what he was about, and he’s only a satirist, doing satirical bits about current events, along the lines of SNL bits. It was funny …

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The Right of Return, No Matter What Race

Israelis or Palestinians It doesn’t matter what race you are, you want to return where your ancestors were living for centuries, even millennia, without deeds, you’re shit outta luck, pertaining to the legalities of ownership. We have Israelis and Palestinians battling over the same land, with terrorism on both sides of the conflict. I woke …

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Foo Fighters UFOs

  Little Orbs of White Light The little orbs of white light coming down and never touching and landing on the ground, was like the videos I made a playlist of, and is unexplained sightings. I experienced one, and a missing 1/2 hour of time occurred  too, or maybe it was an hour. It was …

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Venting Frustrations

Yelling at God My God is as Vast as the Many Populations in the Universe. God is as real, as the air we breathe, and the oxygen we need to carry our blood from our hearts, to feed the many organs in our body to thrive healthily. So forgive me, if I don’t show the …

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Reminiscing on Depressing Memories?

  Memories, What to Think About?   11/11/2021 The thoughts of reminiscing of good memories, is a pleasure, but thinking about failures or bad memories is depressing. It’s better to take a couple of shots of whiskey, at least there is a physical cause, to the way you feel. Cause you will feel the same …

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Punk Rockers Are Like Boiling Pots of Melodies

  It was Always Alternative Rock to me. I couldn’t sing either, but I had a lot of messages that I wanted to get out into the world… Though with PUNK Rock too… I couldn’t stand their screaming, though their lyrics were deep, when I read them, and it was from their hearts, cause they …

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Mossad: A sh*t Stain on the Israeli Underwear

  Intelligence Agencies are leaving Fear Stains on their Underwear. The CIA, FSB, Mossad, etc. are all in fear of pooping their diapers in their growing up, and gathering data to make them richer, and unfeeling, as if that’s a weakness. To be weakened by feelings, but it’s a strength that no man could break, …

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Zionists vs Politicians

  Zionism is Colonialism With a New Mask The stereotypical versions of religious zealots, and politicians are both delusional, and capable of errors in their thinking, and decision making powers… but they are too proud to see it. Pride is a blinding factor of the whole view of the subject, that you have to make …

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Herzl – the Birth of a Terrorist State

Israel The Carving of an Egotistical Fool Theodor Herzl and The Jewish State, it gave birth to a terrorist state in denial, and still after 75 years is still claiming victimhood, while making it’s neighbors, the victims… and denying their civil rights. It sounded like a cult writing, what I heard about it, I need …

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Sex and Generators for Charging Your Beings

Sexual charging for your Inner beings, your Inner core. Generators work by producing electricity with strong magnets/attractions revolving revolving around a coil of pure copper, and that raises an electric current. How fast is raising the Amperage, the flow of of the current from rapids, or slowly with a low amperage. Hot sex is a …

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AI – the Freedom Thief, or The Liberator of All People

AI is the downfall of our society Senator Frank Church testifying of the secret programs of the CIA called Operation Mockingbird, and foreign governments in cahoots with each other, in the 1970’s, before and beyond the 70s. MK Ultra was a mind control program using drugs and esp to control minds, and now AI is …

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Conspiracy Talk

AI is a Hungry Monster, Like a Vicious Beast We design our world, with the words/thoughts, we use in our minds, and want to turn over that job to the AI beast, or lover… you choose the term. At first it seemed innocent and entertaining, cause it filled our needs, but then greed entered the …

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Central Bank Digital Currency(CBDC)

  The New US $(Dollar), It’s Digital and Programmable, and it’s under the Control of the US Govt I wonder how it transitions from cash, to digitally buying materials, and what is bought, and it can be programmed towards to not buying things, frozen in the progression of a retail transaction. The CBDC is the …

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