Sep 29 2024
Colliding of Two Worlds I‘m left with saying something about life in general, that I find enlightening. You might not find it enlightening, but to each his/her own. I’m a thinker/artist/writer… in fact, I don’t know what I am, except I’m breathing. I have life, and should know what life is… to the best of …
Apr 28 2024
I’m going to go on writing about it. This is one video talking of the techniques of manipulation. I wish I could end it @6.26 seconds, cause he goes into a commercial break for funding… more manipulation by self promoting. I guess this is an Israeli manipulation tactic, or something along those lines… NOT the …
Apr 12 2024
The definition of Boggle “To do anything awkwardly, or unskillfully.” Is one definition at Wordnik, but there are many more definitions. I woke this morning, and felt boggled in my mind, like I was swimming in a cesspool, and not a relaxing pool with fresh water. It was then, I went to my email, and …
Feb 25 2024
Nothing! Fantasies of conversing with someone, more or less God… my creator, deceiver, and confidant, and also a motivator, truth, and revealer… illusion giver, and delusion giver too. God is a mystery to me, and God should be forever… cause once I know God, I am dead… God is everything Good and Evil, as Isaiah …
Feb 24 2024
Where you don’t know what layer your on, and you’re lost. Life is made of different layers, like leaves on a tree, each individual leaf contains many layers to their individuality. What season is in bloom, and natures have different realities, different Layers. Life has so many layers, every aspect of life contains different, multidimensional …
Feb 19 2024
I Wonder! I‘ve been wondering about God all my life, and I’ve come to the conclusion that God, is everyone alive and dead, and righteousness is his way, cause everything the devil does is evil, and he’s the darkside of God. I came from the Catholic indoctrination, the NYC Catholicism, cause I find the …
Dec 05 2023
Good & Evil Two Sides of the Same Coin of Life Sometimes we hear voices in our minds, giving the pros and cons of the subject, that is in your mind at the time. Trying to make a selection/decision, but we listen to them under the guise of the masks, that they wear, and become …
Jan 10 2023
Designs of Trees Trees of Designs Mainly Trees are Designed The Video is from Motivation Manifested. https://youtu.be/OFxgIDY__KA I was calling myself the “Trees”, but it faded, and Mom set me on the path to “Rain”. Now I’m growing slowly in the woods, and my life in the dark, growing slowly, and bending towards the daylight. …
Oct 03 2019
My Battles With Puberty Puberty was confusing, to say the least. I remember my first sex act, and my first orgasm with someone else… it made me feel ashamed. I guess she was feeling in love… but it seemed excruciatingly wrong to me. Orgasms have a way of making you feel…your whole body tightens …
Dec 15 2018
Determinism and Free Will Life is itself, an illusion. Those things that make up that illusion, are illusions in themselves. We all live in our little bubbles. Free will exists as an illusion of choice, and determinism is the devil’s tool of testing. You can fight the testing by making a choice, or you …
Mar 27 2018
— Welcome to Happiness – Review — I was surprised of the viewing of this movie, it was like a resurrection, since I was killed two days before when I watched the movie Calvary. The ending was what killed me, it was so sad. This seemed to raise my spirits, cause I thought about …
Apr 23 2016
— Algorithmic Manipulations taking Over — The world is being taken over by algorithmic manipulations by different tech companies, vying for a place in power on the proverbial hill. Google’s being one of them, and they go further and further into the shadows, while their inventions, go further into the spotlight. Google got into …
Feb 13 2016
— Wave Bye Bye to the Comprehensible Reality — The conjectures of what happened over a billion years ago like they witnessed it yesterday, when we haven’t witnessed a black hole yet, only theorized about it. What we thought when the world was flat, and you’ll come up with the same amount of errors …
Dec 27 2015
— Illusory Dreams — I wake from illusory dreams to reality everyday, as we all do. It’s where we gain our strength, and get a respite from reality’s burdens. We seek a solemn peace, that is like a spider’s web from delusions to illusions. We are stuck in fantasies. I’m a long winded fool, …
Oct 29 2015
— Religions : Their Extremities — Religions are mankind born, depicting their own understandings of a deity that claims it decides their own fate, and they impose their narrowminded views of that deity that is born out of their conjectures and assumptions. Thus I’m not talking of any one religion over another, I’m …
Jun 15 2015
— Death is understandable, but it takes a lifetime to understand it — Walt Whitman From “Song of Myself ” I wish I could translate the hints about the dead young men and women, And the hints about old men and mothers, and the offspring taken soon out of their laps. What do you …
May 02 2015
— Everything’s a Drug — From Politics, religions, pleasures, sex and just about everything is a drug, causing you a high or a low, and when you’re high you could see hallucinations, and when you’re low you could get depressed and drink alcohol, which is a drug too. Everything that we partake of is …
Dec 16 2014
— Life as a Meal — Life as a meal, when you eat a meal, you live through birth unto death. There are many births and deaths in your life, every day is a birth and every night is your death, that has been said over and over by many people, now I join …
Jul 15 2014
The Death Sentence of Justice We are born to die… we are born to a death sentence. Look at what man kills, and we wonder why. We kill our neighbors and we kill the animals that are our companions on this planet. We even kill our planet, and steal the resources for money and power, …
