The Fast Lane To Hell

With the world in turmoil, in the fast lane to hell, I feel the pain, that you don’t see.
I’m a very sensitive person, it marvels me sometimes and depresses me other times, but I see what’s ahead. It’s true when I speculate, and assume I know, more than likely I’m wrong.
I lie to myself.

When I was a kid, I marveled myself more than not, but when I reached puberty, I was a sick individual. I explored myself and body, both inner and outer. I won’t bore you with the details, cause it was painful for me and to relive it, in telling it, is somewhere I don’t want to go.
Just be aware it was sick and perverted.

I woke to a movie this morning that was on Amazon Prime called “The Mighty”, I didn’t see it when it came out in 1998, but I was amazed at the story of King Arthur and it’s relation to The Mighty.

The story is of a kid who grew up with his Grandparents, cause his father killed his mother, and he made friends with the kid next door. Who gave him the King Arthur book, and he was a big kid and the neighbor was a disabled kid, and they would team up to fight the wrongs in the neighborhood with the disabled kid on the shoulders of the big kid.
Like knights riding the horses, he was called Knight Freak, and the Knight Mighty was the horse. If you haven’t seen it, I recommend it.

Then I watched “Hiding Victoria” before I got out of bed, I had nothing to do today, and don’t want to see the news, cause I know it’s more killing and bloodshed. The same thing goes on in this country, in fact even more the only thing the religions are different, we follow the money worship principle, and they follow the God principle. They both are wrong, but I tend to favor the God principle over the money principle.

The story of Hiding Victoria is one of troubled child getting a job to stay out of jail, but she got a job assisting as personal assistant to a rich lady, that got to know each other with heartfelt empathy. I was surprised by this movie too, I was a sensitive slob this morning. It was a classic chick flick, something on Lifetime.
I would recommend it too, at least see the end…it was revealing.

Well, I woke to write this, and now I want to see what happened last night… my curiosity bit me.
More death and destruction by mankind, it’s sad to say the least, and making me more mad…it will be before I explode, I hope there will be hope renewed and revived.

I will be praying for the resolve that will revive me.