Reverse Paralysis

— Reverse Paralysis —

It’s about time, somebody from the medical field is doing something about it, we’ve had a cure for cancer since the 1920’s too, but we acidify the blood with chemo injections.

We had the stem cell research on the table, where the cell could form at will into any other cell.

I have been disgusted at the value system of humanity, it’s guided by profit instead of what’s right and true. I know why I was suicidal in my youth now.

The nose cells regenerate new cells making a bridge from the damaged area, the thought of this is excruciating painful, to feel what I haven’t felt in over 37 years, and the atrophy of my legs and muscles. All I see is pain galore, I already have that in the phantom pain.

When I think about it, I feel my ankle throbbing like it is broken… I feel it now cause I’m talking about it. Lets change the subject, I need to go out of the room and make something to eat, and block the thoughts… Ouch the PAIN.

I’m back a 30 minutes later and still throbbing, once it enters my mind it’s impossible to banish from my thoughts.

I need to do something else to stop thinking about it.

When I was fighting it to get it out of my mind, I thought of something else, but on the way down to the room, I forgot about it. Lets make some new brain cells.

I went to FOB FB, and found this video talking of regenerating nerve cells in the spinal cord, its been over 36 years at least, I gave the spirits a year of my time by grace…well maybe two years. It was a traumatic time in my life at 19 years old, more like 20 years old by the time I was discharged from the hospital.

I remember puking up bile for at least a week after my operation to put the steel rods in my back, so I didn’t have to be in the stryker frame and anyone who knows about the stryker frame, knows it’s a pain in the ass. They told me it was little things to brace my vertebrae, only 2 months later I learned they were two rods about a foot long going on each side of the spinal column, and the little things about an inch long were the brackets that attached to the vertebrae. I was pissed when I learned this, and then I saw a video of the operation on youtube, and realized why I was in so much pain.


Well, this isn’t the video I first saw, but its close to what I went through, they were a lot rougher in the other video I saw, where they were hammering in the one I first saw.

They seemed gentle here, all I remember was the pain for at least a week, if not more than a week.

So that’s all with me and my quest to walk again, I would rather it be by grace of God, but God moves in mysterious ways as they say… I googled it : I don’t think it was the first time someone came up with these words:

God Moves in a Mysterious Way is Christian hymn, written in 1773 by William Cowper from England.


I’m filled with indifference to the sickness of mankind displayed on the social forums such as FB and the likes, they are all driven by money and profit, I’m driven by love as my capital, money is just a headache that I have to deal with, as we all do.

I was once filled with love, and that quickly became naught, and replaced with apathy.

God better not be a liar like politicians, it would crush me, and I would be thankful then, it only came almost 40 years late, but I’ll have faith that God isn’t a liar, and like the words of the song “God is his own interpreter”, no one else but the spirit. The spirit is filled with both the evil and good, so test the spirits, as the apostles preached.

Isa 45:7  “I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.”

To those religious few I speak to, the rest of you science nuts, I say Good Cheer to you and good luck in your search through this noble cause, the healing of mankind, not of profit, of what is left behind in the world we live for now.

We all perish from it, and the few who live on, will rebuild what we destroyed in our paranoia. Hopefully, we will have a few more hundreds of years, or it could be next week, who am I to say.