— US and THEM, become WE —


The WAR is on, they deny me from playing their Music… They don’t own the music, they stole it from the universe that shared it freely. Frequency is a vibration, and it isn’t property that you own… unless you’re delusional. I’m sorry you’re delusional, I’ll pray for your healing all you big music companies. I found one version of it by Roger Waters that would play, he must’ve got the rights freed.

“I’ll see you on the darkside of the moon”


There is peace and cooperation, and harmony in the development of mankind/humanity, when we coexist and don’t judge others for what they see.

It has been a world whirlpool of emotional havoc, since I was born into its existence, the constant spins of ideas and opinions that will pull you down towards the flush of the bowl… and then you die!

Some serve the money principle, and some serve the spirit principle, and the mixing of the two principles puts us at odds with the “us and them” principle.

Where you have to take a side to be right or wrong, and the two sides is like the flush of humanity going down towards the death that we’ll all feel.


Did we ever wonder why we die?

I wondered since I was a kid, after the Nuns said I was going to Hell because I committed a mortal sin, because I missed mass at 7 or 8 years old. Telling a child they would be going to hell, really screws up your views of the universe. They committed a mortal sin in my eyes and ears… but I’ll forgive them, cause they didn’t know what they were doing.

Ignorance is led by the ignorant, blindness is led by the blinded, the world is a giant toilet bowl with deaths being the flushing of souls from the world. I’m ignorant of what’s next, and I don’t want to tell you of what’s next, then I would be following the Nuns towards their hell or heaven.

I would rather meet God on my own terms, I’ve been proud, mad, rageful, and those sins made me blind to life’s joys, and I’ve been caring, empathetic, loving, and those virtues have made me a better person which could see and smell the joys.

If I claim to know God as a prophet, then I would be making the same mistakes, I mean I would like to know God, and I believe I do, just feeling sorry for those who claim to know God, and imposing their views of God on others. God is well capable to do that, God doesn’t need you to speak God’s message.

Cause God spoke it for thousands of years, but you refuse to hear it. The message doesn’t change, but you judge the others because they don’t see what you see, and the others judge you because you don’t see what they see.

Did you ever think that what you see is another side of God, and they see another side of God?

God is as vast as the universe… which makes up this Milky Way galaxy, and the host of other galaxies which make up the universe. We don’t yet know the size of God, and just that, God is bigger than we can imagine.


God is spirit”, yet we don’t want to know, what is spirit?

We find peace when we commune in spirit, yet we’re always looking to define it. When we understand spirit, our lives seem right, and when we don’t understand spirit our lives seem so wrong.

When I’m alone with God, my life seems right, but loneliness is a heavy burden, but being with the wrong person is like the hell the Nuns threatened me with… it’s a catch22 situation, you’re dammed if you do, and you’re dammed if you don’t.

It’s just dammed if you live, and dammed if you die… the flush is inevitable.

I just know there is more after the flush…it means going through the pipes of existence.

I could make up stories to make it sound interesting, where us and them, become we, but I don’t want to take sides, and telling a story about us and them. We’ll just see different sides of the same situation, but expounding on the different sides just spreads the differences that we see.


God created us all, and we kill each other through wars, power, greed, and any other injustice that we choose, but God gave us the choice to follow, however you see God. God is physical cause God created everything physical, yet God is spiritual, and that’s where God resides.

I would rather reside where God lives… which I think I resided before I came to this world, I could be wrong though, but that’s the way I look at this world. I tortured my soul fearing death/flush and now I’m ready to die, cause it would be an adventure of the unknown… without fears.

I was raised a Catholic, but grew into a spiritual person… with the Catholic values instilled in me. Religion almost killed me, when I judged it, but educated me to understand the world.

Judgement is like a horse that we ride in this world, and when it throws you from the saddle you don’t travel the trails on its back, you have to use your own feet.

When I judged I became angrier and angrier at the world, when I looked to understand I became lonelier and lonelier in the world… sometimes you just can’t win to please everyone, and that leaves only the losing part… and then you’re labeled a loser.

Judgments are like horses in stampedes, where winners and losers are trampled together.

We can stop the stampedes together… the horses would have to be nuts to trample a group of humans together.


“The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom the emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand wrapped in awe, is as good as dead —his eyes are closed. The insight into the mystery of life, coupled though it be with fear, has also given rise to religion.

To know what is impenetrable to us really exists, manifesting itself as the highest wisdom and the most radiant beauty, which our dull faculties can comprehend only in their most primitive forms—this knowledge, this feeling is at the center of true religiousness.”

Albert Einstein, Living Philosophies