Tag: understanding

7 Spirits of God.

What are the 7 Spirits of God? A waterlike Spirit taking the form of your character. Could be emotional and Sad, as well as Joyful. The spirit lives emotionally, that’s where emotions are real feelings… and that’s where you really breathe life itself. Emotional pains always crushed me, at the core of my being… and …

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Coerced Journalism vs Free Press.

I Sat Through Hours of Highlights On CSPAN Hearings That Deal With Free Press or Fee Press Doing the Blog writing, I’ve been searching the truth in mainstream media, and finding nothing but propaganda, and manipulating the minds of the people. I’m all for the truth, but the propaganda is my enemy… it’s a deceptive …

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PCs & Me.

The New Birth of Me & PCs Collide. I was extremely depressed before my breaking my back, bordering on suicidal, where I tried to OD on PCP, and woke up blind, and told my Colonel commanding officer to “Fuck Off” through a closed door, cause he was knocking on my door to inspect my dorm …

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Multi Dimensional Layers of Society

Where you don’t know what layer your on, and you’re lost. Life is made of different layers, like leaves on a tree, each individual leaf contains many layers to their individuality. What season is in bloom, and natures have different realities, different Layers. Life has so many layers, every aspect of life contains different, multidimensional …

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Trees of Designs

Designs of Trees Trees of Designs Mainly Trees are Designed The Video is from Motivation Manifested. https://youtu.be/OFxgIDY__KA I was calling myself the “Trees”, but it faded, and Mom set me on the path to “Rain”. Now I’m growing slowly in the woods, and my life in the dark, growing slowly, and bending towards the daylight. …

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Many Horses Pull My Chariot

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Many Horses Pull My Chariot   I‘ll talk about the team of horses that pull me through this life. My existence is the chariot, and the horses that pull me through this life are many, without number.   Understanding is the first horse, that I have given charge to pulling my chariot. Love is  the …

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Dark Horses and Light Horses, Battling

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— Dark Horses and Light Horses, Battling For Victory —   Horses are compared to our egos, in our going through our global society. Ego’s start wars and seek to survive from ridicule’s torment. It’s our defenses from failure. I’ve been a failure all my life, so I recognize poor losers. They have made successes …

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The Frozen River the view from the River

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— Frozen River: Views from Under the Ice of Reality —   Life is like a frozen river in my life. The coldness of life, in today’s world leaves hopeless views. When you are bothered by people to accept their ways, when you’re totally against their ways. It gets depressing to say the least. I’m …

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The Fear and The Eclipse : Two confusing ideas

— The Fear and The Eclipse: Make sure you have Safe glasses —   I bought these safe glasses, and tried them out on the real Sun. Without the eclipse, and it seemed to be safe. The sun looked like the moon in the sky. It looked like the light from an image of the …

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Sexual Understanding: A day of Discovery

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— Sexual Understanding: A day of Discovery —   Sexual understanding is the first step towards the awakening. It’s a shaky lifelong staircase, but once it’s understood, its solid ground. The understanding, if it’s true, will be your strength. When all else fails around you. Sexual understanding is the awakening of your core. It comes …

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Freedom to Defend our Freedoms

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— Freedom to Defend our Freedoms : From Govt Tyranny —   Trump is sweet talking to the military industrial complex of supporting their defenses of freedom, which is caging our freedoms.  Promising them of new equipment to do their work. He raises the homeland pride into a nationalistic frenzy. It seems, that we’ve never …

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FMRI or Intuition : Needs to be Seen or Felt

— FMRI or Intuition : Needs to be Seen or Felt —   I seen this video by Jason Silva where, he made me look up the meaning of FMRI. Which is a MRI technology, but looking at blood flow to the brain. Thus creating a map of brain activity, which leads to many false …

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The Mind of Tomidjah … It’s Dark and Bright

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— The Mind of Tomidjah … It’s Dark and Bright —   I feel like the twisters in this soul of Tomidjah, is tearing me apart. I’m an egocentric narcissist right now. I’m sworn to truth before God. It takes a toll on my body and my mind, which is me in total. The weather …

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Religions before Sacraments and Traditions

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Religions before Sacraments, Traditions : Diluting with Pollutants 10/03/2016 God is the main focus of a religion, but we don’t agree on what God is. I’m a basket case trying to figure what God is. The old quote “Whom the gods would destroy, they first make mad” is a phrase spoken by Prometheus in Henry …

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Hitler vs Duterte : Who’s the Maddest?

— Hitler vs Duterte : Who’s the Maddest? — 09/30/2016 It seems, Duterte is the maddest. He’s the only one alive. Slaughtering is a sign of madness. Hitler slaughtered, but Duterte is looking to slaughter.  Premeditation in the works. He wants to commit genocide on the likes of me, and all of my friends. I …

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AI (Artificial Intelligence) Role Playing

— AI (Artificial Intelligence) Role Playing with Social Engineering — 09/05/2016   AI(Artificial Intelligence) is advancing at an intelligence progression greater than ours. They lack understanding, and our emotional intuitiveness, but the number crunching at speeds, are what we can only hope to achieve. They seem smart, but they don’t learn, at least for now. …

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Tech : No Logic there

— Tech : No Logic there, but there is a lot of confusion —   With all the Tech I went trough this last week, I imagine there will be something new to put it into oblivion next week, or next month. Tech is a special language, meaning you have to memorize all the acronyms, …

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I’m Tired of the Lies in Religions

— I’m Tired of the Lies in Religions — I was listening to this song from Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros called “Wake Up the Sun”, and the lyrics reflected on what I’ve reflected on my whole life, lies in religions. I could’ve wrote this song. In fact, but I did not articulate it …

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Egos : Doorways to the Spiritual

— Egos : Doorways to the Spiritual Side — Andra Day – “Rise Up” (Live at WFUV)   I was laying in bed all day meditating, and I was wrestling with my ego, and had realization that the egos were a doorway to my spiritual side. The spiritual side of mankind, it’s connected to it …

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Still Talking to a Mirror

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— Still Talking to a Mirror —   Every time we converse, I’m wise beyond compare When you came into my life, I smiled, and you smiled back Time has changed our faces, and time has changed the places Time has made us grow, time and time again I know You give me hope, and …

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Religions

— Religions : Their Extremities —     Religions are mankind born, depicting their own understandings of a deity that claims it decides their own fate, and they impose their narrowminded views of that deity that is born out of their conjectures and assumptions. Thus I’m not talking of any one religion over another, I’m …

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US and THEM

— US and THEM, become WE —   The WAR is on, they deny me from playing their Music… They don’t own the music, they stole it from the universe that shared it freely. Frequency is a vibration, and it isn’t property that you own… unless you’re delusional. I’m sorry you’re delusional, I’ll pray for …

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Some serious deep Thoughts

— Some serious deep Thoughts —   I was listening to Anna Graceman today, and the new Song – Miles Away was the trigger for these thoughts, one line in the song was the domino that started the chain reaction of thoughts, that filled my head. “We’ve learned so much But we still don’t understand” …

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Tomidjah’s Babble on

— Tomidjah’s Babble on —   If you want to hear music while you read, then this is the music I chose…it’s relaxing… my babble on music   Fantasyland is my Babylon, my sins, and has me fighting to get out of bed in the morning. Vices galore in those fantasies, though not harmful to …

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Digital Realities and Real Realities

— Digital Realities and Real Realities —   The Digital life and the Real life, are at odds against the other. The digital world is a cyber existence to be manipulated to form the being into what you want to be, but the real life you, might be falling short of what you aspire to …

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Free God from the Cage

— Free God from the Cages/Religions — Religions are cages in my view with understandings and misunderstandings of God are the bars, they hold back the dangers of God, but also the good, as well as the bad. It’s a cage, if you loved God as you say, you wouldn’t try and put God in …

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Ego Bubble to Pop

Bubbles Pop   One day we live in a bubble, that will pop, from the ego rivalry that people give power to. We don’t recognize the bubble or the egos fighting. Anyone who mentions it is attacked and labeled crazy, I’ve seen it over and over again. I’ve been a part of the labeling team …

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Love and Lust

Love and Lust The separate entities that mask as each other, to confuse people. Love is pure and follows principle, lust is raw and selfish and follows flesh. They each have their own fuels compassion drives love, and passion drives lust. This is the way I see it, you might have other views from a …

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This is what I “understand”

This is What I “UNDERSTAND” This is what I came up with from searching UNDERSTANDING on YouTube.