Tag: God

It’s 11am

And I still have the urge to write and communicate from my heart. Yesterday was awash with the previous Sunday’s self immolation suicide in front of the Israeli Embassy, and then this saw this video of it, after the fact… it was disturbing, cause it glorified power, when she said “rest in power”, instead of, …

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What’s on my Mind?

Nothing! Fantasies of conversing with someone, more or less God… my creator, deceiver, and confidant, and also a motivator, truth, and revealer… illusion giver, and delusion giver too. God is a mystery to me, and God should be forever… cause once I know God, I am dead… God is everything Good and Evil, as Isaiah …

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Determinism vs Predeterminism

Events mapped out like a map, or Events are predetermined Vacations are where you choose to go, and events are by your choice, unless you are ignorant, and everything is written in a script, and life is predetermined already. That’s Determinism and Predeterminism in a nutshell, as easy as I can sum it up. You …

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What is GOD?

  I Wonder! I‘ve been wondering about God all my life, and I’ve come to the conclusion that God, is everyone alive and dead, and righteousness is his way, cause everything the devil does is evil, and he’s the darkside of God. I came from the Catholic indoctrination, the NYC Catholicism, cause I find the …

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Studio One 6… is a dud, at least for me, and my workflow.

It’s not very intuitive, and I’m lost in figuring it out. There are times I’m swimming in circles, they don’t have an obvious export button to export the masters or the export with all the filters and metadata, other DAWs like Reaper, Vegas, and Acid do… they have their flaws too, but they are the …

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HYPE Deceives

Marketing Hype Deceives, at it’s whims. I was deceived by my own assumptions of Studio One 6, that Audio files dragged out passed the limit of the audio files, was looping, but I had to make a MIDI pattern first to loop it. There maybe another way to convert it to an audio looping file, …

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I Won’t Be Programmed.

The Casino Games In Life, War and Destruction. “… The reconstruction of Gaza, And put real money into the game…” — Matthew Miller I won’t be programmed is a reference to Siteground’s or some other hacker censoring of my words, there’s an astronomical number of variable for the causes, but I had to change the …

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Somebody Like Me

This song is singing about me. Chase McDaniel – Somebody Like Me I‘m feeling sorry for myself, in my narcissistic ways, and I’m tired, and I haven’t got more than 2 hours sleep, before I had to get up, and sign for the used MPC Live2 package from Fedex. I got it, but I don’t …

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The Butterfly Effect

Everything Will Be OK. We all have heard of the Butterfly Effect theory, where one small thing is moved in South America, it effects on the other side of the world with a larger effect in chaos theory. I was watching The Butterfly Effect movie starring Ashton Kutcher, where he played with time travel, and …

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Salt of the Earth, & Light of the World

Plants need Nitrogen, Phosphorus, & Potassium to grow healthily. Salt is a plant killer, in fact there are many plants that they kill… don’t drown someone in salt water… it leaves them dead… or gives them a tombstone to mark their grave on the Dead Sea, I failed the Chemistry classes in High School(Watch this …

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The Right of Return, No Matter What Race

Israelis or Palestinians It doesn’t matter what race you are, you want to return where your ancestors were living for centuries, even millennia, without deeds, you’re shit outta luck, pertaining to the legalities of ownership. We have Israelis and Palestinians battling over the same land, with terrorism on both sides of the conflict. I woke …

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Venting Frustrations

Yelling at God My God is as Vast as the Many Populations in the Universe. God is as real, as the air we breathe, and the oxygen we need to carry our blood from our hearts, to feed the many organs in our body to thrive healthily. So forgive me, if I don’t show the …

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Mossad: A sh*t Stain on the Israeli Underwear

  Intelligence Agencies are leaving Fear Stains on their Underwear. The CIA, FSB, Mossad, etc. are all in fear of pooping their diapers in their growing up, and gathering data to make them richer, and unfeeling, as if that’s a weakness. To be weakened by feelings, but it’s a strength that no man could break, …

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Looking Back is the Road to Repentance

  The Pasts of our Lives is where Repentance Alley lives. We regret making certain choices, and we need to look back, to map out our mistakes to make successful choices in the future… but be aware of your ego, which is our connection to God, the divine, and all the evil lives there too. …

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Emotions Layers

Emotional Levels, are incorporated into different layers Emotions can be seen as a vibrational force, and time is involved too in the equation… but that confuses me now… so I’ll just deal with what I imagined about emotions on the philosophical level. I hope I articulate the thoughts I came up with clearly and understandably, …

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Herzl – the Birth of a Terrorist State

Israel The Carving of an Egotistical Fool Theodor Herzl and The Jewish State, it gave birth to a terrorist state in denial, and still after 75 years is still claiming victimhood, while making it’s neighbors, the victims… and denying their civil rights. It sounded like a cult writing, what I heard about it, I need …

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Good and Evil Discussions

Good & Evil Two Sides of the Same Coin of Life Sometimes we hear voices in our minds, giving the pros and cons of the subject, that is in your mind at the time. Trying to make a selection/decision, but we listen to them under the guise of the masks, that they wear, and become …

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AI – the Freedom Thief, or The Liberator of All People

AI is the downfall of our society Senator Frank Church testifying of the secret programs of the CIA called Operation Mockingbird, and foreign governments in cahoots with each other, in the 1970’s, before and beyond the 70s. MK Ultra was a mind control program using drugs and esp to control minds, and now AI is …

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David Lynch

A Mediator Between Society and Chill Pills(Mantras) Transcendental Meditation with David Lynch, it’s a dangerous mixture with life and solutions, this is the result on one man. It’s like someone took pictures of my life. He needs TM(Transcendental Meditation), and to make sense of his life, so he’s not so stressed out about his life. …

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Ethical AI

Ethical Questions Need Answers, That you know is right, And avoid the wrong answers With the rise of Chat GPT, as an introduction to general AI to the consumer mindset, we heard of it before, but never thought of it as taking over the societal forces… every form of communications, mechanisms, industrials, etc. … if …

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Neuralink ???

Neuralink Is Something That Promises Everything, And Gives Nothing, But Telepathy To Monkeys   Telepathically playing video games with other monkeys… so we all are dumb and stupid… we are all monkey’s at first, if you’re a believer in evolution. Neuralink is a corporation that was founded by Elon Musk, to be a better defense …

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Trees of Designs

Designs of Trees Trees of Designs Mainly Trees are Designed The Video is from Motivation Manifested. I was calling myself the “Trees”, but it faded, and Mom set me on the path to “Rain”. Now I’m growing slowly in the woods, and my life in the dark, growing slowly, and bending towards the daylight. It …

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Mean Mary – We Never Hear the Song

Mean Mary(Mary James) is a songwriter and a bluegrass picker, and an all around musically talented individual. Here is her Youtube Link if you want to subscribe to her. We Never Hear the Song The music swelled unbroken, I stood and listened, awed Had the earth just spoken or was that the breath of God …

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Delusional Ownership of Music = Copyright

      God gives you music, and you don’t want to share it with anyone. You want to sell it instead… or some self vision of a self-replacement for God by the atheists… and called fame. It’s given to you by grace, or God drives you mad until your death.   I thought I …

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Puberty Kicked My Ass… and still did over the years

My Battles With Puberty   Puberty was confusing, to say the least. I remember my first sex act, and my first orgasm with someone else… it made me feel ashamed. I guess she was feeling in love… but it seemed excruciatingly wrong to me. Orgasms have a way of making you feel…your whole body tightens …

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Tech and AI : Dangerous Mixes

tech and AI

  Technology and Artificial Intelligence is a dangerous mix. It can be marvelous in certain situations, but scary in others. I’ve thought about this a lot, even to a maddening result. I agree with scientists letter to warnings of AI getting too smart, and thinking they have to get rid of us. I’ve already thought …

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Determinism and Free Will…they Both Exist!

Determinism and Free Will   Life is itself, an illusion. Those things that make up that illusion, are illusions in themselves. We all live in our little bubbles. Free will exists as an illusion of choice, and determinism is the devil’s tool of testing. You can fight the testing by making a choice, or you …

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2Rains – Always Believe in your Love

2Rains – Always Believe in your Love     Always Believe in your Love, was a love song to God and His Creation… Earth. I’ve come from a child in God’s eyes, and listened to all the stories of limited understandings in religions. I believed in all the stories, cause they opened my eyes to …

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2Rains – Over The Sea

2Rains – Over The Sea   This is a song I lamented about, comparing the seas as a metaphor. The blues I feel, is my own fault, and trying to understand  God, and I’m still left with questions.  I mean I understand God, the best I could, but never  truly understand God. “GOD is Spirit” …

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2Rains – Drip Drip

2Rains – Drip Drip   This song is one that I had a hard time writing, it was another song me and Mike wrote in Alaska around 1997. It’s about lack of inspiration… where inspiration, comes in drips, and not raging like a river. Patience is the key to finding your roots, and the purpose …

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Prisons in an Old Walmart

Update: Trump signed an executive order stopping separation of families with their children… it’s a shame that we resort to this… living with freedom by dictates. Walmart, We built the Trump Wall It may seem like a conspiratorial story, but it became true. Abandoned Walmarts are becoming prisons, well, seemingly detention centers for children of …

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Modern Marketing : Thorn in my Side

Barbed Wires

The Devil’s Marketing Practices Modern Marketing techniques is vast and dangerous. They take the form of what’s trending in society and take it as their own form of property, and then try to sell it to you, but you don’t know, that you already own it. It was given to you by the grace of …

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Suicide or NOT!

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  Suicide,  was                                                                                                                                                    an idea I thought I’d forget about into oblivion. I guess even the Black children’s study said 1 in 5 children go through a suicidal choice. I was always a sensitive child, and was always depressed too. I was a manic depressive, and was always fighting depression. I’m 60 this year, and …

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Delusions: Self Righteous Judgment

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Delusional Minds Lead the World The meaning of delusions is born from judging other people. We shouldn’t judge other people. Otherwise, that delusion hooks you, and you’re pulled into vortex of not judging yourself. When you judge others, it is easier than you think, to get hooked. Self righteous judgments are a tumbleweeds going with …

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Weeds or Wild Flowers

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What Determines a Weed?   The world today is quick to call wildflowers weeds, cause they don’t know the use of yet. It’s easier to call them weeds, and let them be done with it. This what my lawn would look like, and the noxious weed officers gave me a warning that I had to …

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AI : Are We Creating God

AI : Are We Creating God AI is a new concept that we want to robotize, to help production issues. I can see the fears, that they create in the minds of the people. Blissfulness and passiveness is instilled in the public, but if they had all the facts, then they would choose another path. …

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Saving Files Here has been a Nightmare

— Saving Files Here has been a Nightmare —   I‘ve been trying to post here all month, but it seems the elite minded sees us as mad ranters…and hack away at my peace. I’ll just rant at/in my peace, and claim it as my right… and I’ll take potshots at their peace in hopes …

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Firewood Keeps us Warm and Cozy

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— Firewood Keeps us Warm and Cozy —   Firewood keeps us warm and cozy on a cold winter’s night. Any heat keeps us warm and cozy, whether propane, fuel oil, or electric. The cost is the question. Do you have enough finances to keep your home warm for another cold winter. I’ve never thought …

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Pacifier Religions: once we’re sucking,we don’t cry

pacifier religions

— Pacifier Religions: once we’re sucking, we don’t cry —   The religions of this fleshly world, are the pacifiers of the global society. They take the place of God, for just a temporary relief. The hunger is always there as long, as we are alive, but there is a spiritual hunger, and the fleshly …

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