Anna Graceman – Words

  Anna Graceman is someone I’ve been a fan of, since I’ve gotten to see her after her America’s Got Talent debut, or somewhere around that on Youtube, I learned of her on AGT, after I saw her on Youtube. My memory is lacking sometimes… but I have a problem with this song, and others …

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Anna Graceman – The Artist

This is my favorite song of what you done, it made me think of my own life, and what I’ve done… I too paint in colors, with the world as my canvas. “The Artist” is poignant to my feelings, that I felt all my life, and hope there is a light at the end of …

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Mean Mary – We Never Hear the Song

Mean Mary(Mary James) is a songwriter and a bluegrass picker, and an all around musically talented individual. Here is her Youtube Link if you want to subscribe to her. We Never Hear the Song The music swelled unbroken, I stood and listened, awed Had the earth just spoken or was that the breath of God …

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Lukas Nelson – Find Yourself

  Another son of the Willie Nelson’s clan, Lukas Nelson takes the stage, and sings a ballad, that speaks from the heart. Find Yourself Well I don’t mind sleeping alone If it means I don’t have to play your crazy games no more You’re the most precious thing I’ve ever seen But I ain’t gonna …

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Nature, a Walk to Remember

“In every walk with nature, one receives far more than he seeks.” Every walk in Nature, you think of all the things that cross your mind, which makes that last statement true… you receive more than you deserve in your mind.   “Laws Of Nature” I get my energy from the sun I’m not the …

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Mad as a Hatter

I know what time is, time is a thief It’ll steal into bed and rob you while you sleep And you’ll never feel it It pulls off the covers, and rifles through your head Then you’ll wake to find you can’t remember what you just said… It happens to everyone… Just like the father of …

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Caamp – So Long Honey

I woke to a live version of this song, I fell asleep with the Youtube Playlist Acoustic #8 playing, and woke up with Caamp playing a live song during a Gaslight session of “So Long, Honey“. I just remember Cherry Ghost playing the song “People Help the People”… I must’ve fell asleep before the next …

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Cyber Wars Coincides With the Ukraine War

  The world is becoming a lie, countries turning on their allies, fueled by the propaganda of the news media… which distorts the facts into a propaganda pieces, through their paranoia. Which spreads the propaganda like a wildfire, throughout the world. I guess I’ll fade into darkness, or become a supernova, and shine like the …

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UFOs or UAPs? It’s unidentified, is all that matters.

Icame across this thing on Youtube where legions of ships, like the Star Wars movies, were filling the sky. I guess it could be fake, but this, is like real time… which could be another con by real actors. I just wanted to post this and you can make up your own mind about it… …

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Delusional Ownership of Music = Copyright

      God gives you music, and you don’t want to share it with anyone. You want to sell it instead… or some self vision of a self-replacement for God by the atheists… and called fame. It’s given to you by grace, or God drives you mad until your death.   I thought I …

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Media Programming the Public, is a sort of Brainwashing

Brainwashing or News   We develop info and data onto ourselves in a continuous loop… like a constant repetitive brainwashing system. Like a cellphone, we are constantly looking at to feel intelligent. I’d like to bring to your mind the techniques I’ve come to understand about the media, and their use of dramas to captivate …

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Puberty Kicked My Ass… and still did over the years

My Battles With Puberty   Puberty was confusing, to say the least. I remember my first sex act, and my first orgasm with someone else… it made me feel ashamed. I guess she was feeling in love… but it seemed excruciatingly wrong to me. Orgasms have a way of making you feel…your whole body tightens …

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Tomidjah’s Rant #11 – Lamentations

—  Lamentations —   With the scams being brought upon the innocent and the meek, by the strong misguided people, I’m left getting a gun and blowing my own brains out, or drugging myself into a coma, either way would be better than the life I have now. IRS scams, insurance scams, freedom scams, etc, …

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Census: an Intrusion or an Enhancement

ACS   I was brought in this year to the ACS( American Community Survey), instead of every decade, it goes on every year. I declined to answer their questions this year, I’m still going to answer the 10 year questions next year… but I’m not going to answer the very intrusive questions, that give the …

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Tech and AI : Dangerous Mixes

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  Technology and Artificial Intelligence is a dangerous mix. It can be marvelous in certain situations, but scary in others. I’ve thought about this a lot, even to a maddening result. I agree with scientists letter to warnings of AI getting too smart, and thinking they have to get rid of us. I’ve already thought …

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FB and ME

The Facebook Debacle   FB and Me went through a love and hate relationship. It started with a friend’s pictures of Paris, and progressed with connecting with friends from my past, and bordering on a dangerous relationships. I always kept my distance from the intimacy, that FB tried to instill in me. Talking about FB …

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Democracy vs Freedom

— Democracy vs Freedom —   It is not freedom. Democracy is the majority rules, and it depends on that majority, that details the oppression of the minorities. It’s not that democracy doesn’t include freedom, it does, but they don’t enforce it, and they didn’t create it. “If it ain’t broken, don’t try and fix …

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Roland TR-8S: The Drum Machine from Hell

    Roland TR-8S is a drum machine that needs a better book/manual to explain what it does. I’ve spent a week trying to understand it, but things go wrong, and I’m lost with how to fix it, cause the book just doesn’t show it. There seems to be a Flam, or some Dub step …

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Determinism and Free Will…they Both Exist!

Determinism and Free Will   Life is itself, an illusion. Those things that make up that illusion, are illusions in themselves. We all live in our little bubbles. Free will exists as an illusion of choice, and determinism is the devil’s tool of testing. You can fight the testing by making a choice, or you …

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UFOs using Water as the Fuel

  UFOs what fuels do they use? This is the video that inspired me to relive my childhood memory, of an experience of witnessing a UFO hovering over a reservoir. She talked about how they get oxygen for breathing for the Astronauts on the ISS(International Space Station). They pass an electrical current through water, to …

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2Rains – Always Believe in your Love

2Rains – Always Believe in your Love     Always Believe in your Love, was a love song to God and His Creation… Earth. I’ve come from a child in God’s eyes, and listened to all the stories of limited understandings in religions. I believed in all the stories, cause they opened my eyes to …

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Trees – We Are Free – 1984

Trees – We Are Free – 1984   I went by the band name Trees in 1984, before I switched to the name  Rain, when I moved back to New York to start the Recording Studio. I was a rookie, and on the cutting edge… which was a mistake. I did everything in this song… …

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Tomidjah’s Sore Heart…

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  Tomidjah’s Sore Heart… Yes, I’m talking about myself in the third person…a classic sign of narcissism, but that remains to be a proven fact. I’m lamenting or feeling sorry for myself, which I have done to myself, an uncounted number of times in my life. When I’ve been in despair with my loneliness… an …

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Marijuana is legalized… otherwise God would be in Jail

  The first sign of change is the propaganda that is passed, before the law to make it illegal. I was looking for the real reasons that made pot/marijuana illegal. This story was used as a justification, but it was so untrue and twisted. He was mentally ill, and saw hallucinations… who know what was …

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2Rains – Over The Sea

2Rains – Over The Sea   This is a song I lamented about, comparing the seas as a metaphor. The blues I feel, is my own fault, and trying to understand  God, and I’m still left with questions.  I mean I understand God, the best I could, but never  truly understand God. “GOD is Spirit” …

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2Rains – Drip Drip

2Rains – Drip Drip   This song is one that I had a hard time writing, it was another song me and Mike wrote in Alaska around 1997. It’s about lack of inspiration… where inspiration, comes in drips, and not raging like a river. Patience is the key to finding your roots, and the purpose …

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The Selfish Gene… or the Hoarder Mentality

  A 9 minute video, disturbing the minds for future use. Filling their ledgers with studies and results…   The Hoarder Mentality…    I was going to say my “opinion of someone else’s opinion”, which I made a euphemism about “wars” in a song. Also the song’s first verse was my old college friend’s poem, …

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3 Songs, I posted on Youtube

It was a busy week for me… mainly my problem… but here they are. 2Rains – The System Turns This song was recorded in Sitka, Alaska in 1996, after I moved up there. Mike McFee came out to visit me. We started doing this song along with many others, for the few weeks he was …

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2Rains – Go Deep

2Rains – Go Deep     This was the first song I used a sample in. It was something I wanted to sound the same, so I made a small sample of the chorus guitar, and I used it. It was the first time I used it in a song, before I started using Acid, …

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I Fell Down

2Rains – I Fell Down     This song was written from me and Mike (Drummer), and performed by Mike and me. I can’t remember, if it was written before I fell in the rain. Mike was in the studio, and I was on the ramp between the house and the studio, and had fallen …

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UV Libraries vs MoviesAnywhere

  MoviesAnywhere and UV Libraries… I was amazed by MoviesAnywhere, but I’m still perplexed and confused by UV Libraries. I have a lot of old DVDs that don’t have the codes. UV codes are a hemorrhoids on my bowel chute. MoviesAnywhere was so smooth and was easy to understand, but UltraViolet Libraries, are a bunch …

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2Rains – So Much To Say

2Rains – So Much To Say This is a song we made in Alaska. It talks about forgiveness, and is the ultimate message of the song. Mike was playing bass and the keyboard drums, we didn’t have a drum set.  I  was playing guitar, keyboard and singing. That was almost 21 years ago, but it …

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It’s A Cage

2Rains – It’s A Cage This song is lyrically depressing, but lyrically freeing in the end. It’s about the life filled with laws and regulations, being a cage, and that we stare out at the world outside, of that cage feeling imprisoned, which is the depressing part. We need freedom to open that cage at …

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Prisons in an Old Walmart

Update: Trump signed an executive order stopping separation of families with their children… it’s a shame that we resort to this… living with freedom by dictates. Walmart, We built the Trump Wall It may seem like a conspiratorial story, but it became true. Abandoned Walmarts are becoming prisons, well, seemingly detention centers for children of …

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When We’re Bitter

    This was done in DaVinci Resolve 15.   It’s FREE too. It has its pluses and negatives, but I’m growing more in love with it, as I figure it out. The only thing is the negative part of editing, it makes me want to express my extreme displeasure… but that doesn’t do me any …

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It’s Up To You

    This is the first song that we all wrote a line…maybe not. My sister saved this song and stored it in her basement, it’s slower than the original version. With Audacity the digital recording software, it made the songs slower, sometimes a full minute slower,  this song by 30 seconds slower.  I’m thankful …

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AI Lyrebird makes Your Own Voice

  The Lyrebird is a bird that mimics everything it hears, from construction tools to other birds. Every sound from another source, the Lyrebird mimics it. Well, the Lyrebird AI company is enabling itself, to do the same thing. I only hope that it proves to be noticeably fake, so no one could take advantage …

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Modern Marketing : Thorn in my Side

Barbed Wires

The Devil’s Marketing Practices Modern Marketing techniques is vast and dangerous. They take the form of what’s trending in society and take it as their own form of property, and then try to sell it to you, but you don’t know, that you already own it. It was given to you by the grace of …

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Democracy is it the Salvation Govt?

Democracy is it the only Choice Democracy isn’t the perfect Govt, nor is the opposite chaotic international Federalism, which I studied in college. I wanted to make an independent study major, which was designed by a Professor at NEC (sister campus), Arundel, UK,  which closed in 1998. There I was, until a death in my …

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Suicide or NOT!

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  Suicide,  was                                                                                                                                                    an idea I thought I’d forget about into oblivion. I guess even the Black children’s study said 1 in 5 children go through a suicidal choice. I was always a sensitive child, and was always depressed too. I was a manic depressive, and was always fighting depression. I’m 60 this year, and …

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