Delusional Ownership of Music = Copyright

      God gives you music, and you don’t want to share it with anyone. You want to sell it instead… or some self vision of a self-replacement for God by the atheists… and called fame. It’s given to you by grace, or God drives you mad until your death.   I thought I …

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Media Programming the Public, is a sort of Brainwashing

Brainwashing or News   We develop info and data onto ourselves in a continuous loop… like a constant repetitive brainwashing system. Like a cellphone, we are constantly looking at to feel intelligent. I’d like to bring to your mind the techniques I’ve come to understand about the media, and their use of dramas to captivate …

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Puberty Kicked My Ass… and still did over the years

My Battles With Puberty   Puberty was confusing, to say the least. I remember my first sex act, and my first orgasm with someone else… it made me feel ashamed. I guess she was feeling in love… but it seemed excruciatingly wrong to me. Orgasms have a way of making you feel…your whole body tightens …

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Tomidjah’s Rant #11 – Lamentations

—  Lamentations —   With the scams being brought upon the innocent and the meek, by the strong misguided people, I’m left getting a gun and blowing my own brains out, or drugging myself into a coma, either way would be better than the life I have now. IRS scams, insurance scams, freedom scams, etc, …

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Census: an Intrusion or an Enhancement

ACS   I was brought in this year to the ACS( American Community Survey), instead of every decade, it goes on every year. I declined to answer their questions this year, I’m still going to answer the 10 year questions next year… but I’m not going to answer the very intrusive questions, that give the …

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Tech and AI : Dangerous Mixes

  Technology and Artificial Intelligence is a dangerous mix. It can be marvelous in certain situations, but scary in others. I’ve thought about this a lot, even to a maddening result. I agree with scientists letter to warnings of AI getting too smart, and thinking they have to get rid of us. I’ve already thought …

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FB and ME

The Facebook Debacle   FB and Me went through a love and hate relationship. It started with a friend’s pictures of Paris, and progressed with connecting with friends from my past, and bordering on a dangerous relationships. I always kept my distance from the intimacy, that FB tried to instill in me. Talking about FB …

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Democracy vs Freedom

— Democracy vs Freedom —   It is not freedom. Democracy is the majority rules, and it depends on that majority, that details the oppression of the minorities. It’s not that democracy doesn’t include freedom, it does, but they don’t enforce it, and they didn’t create it. “If it ain’t broken, don’t try and fix …

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Roland TR-8S: The Drum Machine from Hell

    Roland TR-8S is a drum machine that needs a better book/manual to explain what it does. I’ve spent a week trying to understand it, but things go wrong, and I’m lost with how to fix it, cause the book just doesn’t show it. There seems to be a Flam, or some Dub step …

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Determinism and Free Will…they Both Exist!

Determinism and Free Will   Life is itself, an illusion. Those things that make up that illusion, are illusions in themselves. We all live in our little bubbles. Free will exists as an illusion of choice, and determinism is the devil’s tool of testing. You can fight the testing by making a choice, or you …

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UFOs using Water as the Fuel

  UFOs what fuels do they use? This is the video that inspired me to relive my childhood memory, of an experience of witnessing a UFO hovering over a reservoir. She talked about how they get oxygen for breathing for the Astronauts on the ISS(International Space Station). They pass an electrical current through water, to …

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2Rains – Always Believe in your Love

2Rains – Always Believe in your Love     Always Believe in your Love, was a love song to God and His Creation… Earth. I’ve come from a child in God’s eyes, and listened to all the stories of limited understandings in religions. I believed in all the stories, cause they opened my eyes to …

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Trees – We Are Free – 1984

Trees – We Are Free – 1984   I went by the band name Trees in 1984, before I switched to the name  Rain, when I moved back to New York to start the Recording Studio. I was a rookie, and on the cutting edge… which was a mistake. I did everything in this song… …

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Tomidjah’s Sore Heart…

  Tomidjah’s Sore Heart… Yes, I’m talking about myself in the third person…a classic sign of narcissism, but that remains to be a proven fact. I’m lamenting or feeling sorry for myself, which I have done to myself, an uncounted number of times in my life. When I’ve been in despair with my loneliness… an …

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Marijuana is legalized… otherwise God would be in Jail

  The first sign of change is the propaganda that is passed, before the law to make it illegal. I was looking for the real reasons that made pot/marijuana illegal. This story was used as a justification, but it was so untrue and twisted. He was mentally ill, and saw hallucinations… who know what was …

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2Rains – Over The Sea

2Rains – Over The Sea   This is a song I lamented about, comparing the seas as a metaphor. The blues I feel, is my own fault, and trying to understand  God, and I’m still left with questions.  I mean I understand God, the best I could, but never  truly understand God. “GOD is Spirit” …

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2Rains – Drip Drip

2Rains – Drip Drip   This song is one that I had a hard time writing, it was another song me and Mike wrote in Alaska around 1997. It’s about lack of inspiration… where inspiration, comes in drips, and not raging like a river. Patience is the key to finding your roots, and the purpose …

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The Selfish Gene… or the Hoarder Mentality

  A 9 minute video, disturbing the minds for future use. Filling their ledgers with studies and results…   The Hoarder Mentality…    I was going to say my “opinion of someone else’s opinion”, which I made a euphemism about “wars” in a song. Also the song’s first verse was my old college friend’s poem, …

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3 Songs, I posted on Youtube

It was a busy week for me… mainly my problem… but here they are. 2Rains – The System Turns This song was recorded in Sitka, Alaska in 1996, after I moved up there. Mike McFee came out to visit me. We started doing this song along with many others, for the few weeks he was …

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2Rains – Go Deep

2Rains – Go Deep     This was the first song I used a sample in. It was something I wanted to sound the same, so I made a small sample of the chorus guitar, and I used it. It was the first time I used it in a song, before I started using Acid, …

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I Fell Down

2Rains – I Fell Down     This song was written from me and Mike (Drummer), and performed by Mike and me. I can’t remember, if it was written before I fell in the rain. Mike was in the studio, and I was on the ramp between the house and the studio, and had fallen …

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UV Libraries vs MoviesAnywhere

  MoviesAnywhere and UV Libraries… I was amazed by MoviesAnywhere, but I’m still perplexed and confused by UV Libraries. I have a lot of old DVDs that don’t have the codes. UV codes are a hemorrhoids on my bowel chute. MoviesAnywhere was so smooth and was easy to understand, but UltraViolet Libraries, are a bunch …

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2Rains – So Much To Say

2Rains – So Much To Say This is a song we made in Alaska. It talks about forgiveness, and is the ultimate message of the song. Mike was playing bass and the keyboard drums, we didn’t have a drum set.  I  was playing guitar, keyboard and singing. That was almost 21 years ago, but it …

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It’s A Cage

2Rains – It’s A Cage This song is lyrically depressing, but lyrically freeing in the end. It’s about the life filled with laws and regulations, being a cage, and that we stare out at the world outside, of that cage feeling imprisoned, which is the depressing part. We need freedom to open that cage at …

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Prisons in an Old Walmart

Update: Trump signed an executive order stopping separation of families with their children… it’s a shame that we resort to this… living with freedom by dictates. Walmart, We built the Trump Wall It may seem like a conspiratorial story, but it became true. Abandoned Walmarts are becoming prisons, well, seemingly detention centers for children of …

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When We’re Bitter

    This was done in DaVinci Resolve 15.   It’s FREE too. It has its pluses and negatives, but I’m growing more in love with it, as I figure it out. The only thing is the negative part of editing, it makes me want to express my extreme displeasure… but that doesn’t do me any …

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It’s Up To You

    This is the first song that we all wrote a line…maybe not. My sister saved this song and stored it in her basement, it’s slower than the original version. With Audacity the digital recording software, it made the songs slower, sometimes a full minute slower,  this song by 30 seconds slower.  I’m thankful …

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AI Lyrebird makes Your Own Voice

  The Lyrebird is a bird that mimics everything it hears, from construction tools to other birds. Every sound from another source, the Lyrebird mimics it. Well, the Lyrebird AI company is enabling itself, to do the same thing. I only hope that it proves to be noticeably fake, so no one could take advantage …

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Modern Marketing : Thorn in my Side

The Devil’s Marketing Practices Modern Marketing techniques is vast and dangerous. They take the form of what’s trending in society and take it as their own form of property, and then try to sell it to you, but you don’t know, that you already own it. It was given to you by the grace of …

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Democracy is it the Salvation Govt?

Democracy is it the only Choice Democracy isn’t the perfect Govt, nor is the opposite chaotic international Federalism, which I studied in college. I wanted to make an independent study major, which was designed by a Professor at NEC (sister campus), Arundel, UK,  which closed in 1998. There I was, until a death in my …

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Suicide or NOT!

  Suicide,  was                                                                                                                                                    an idea I thought I’d forget about into oblivion. I guess even the Black children’s study said 1 in 5 children go through a suicidal choice. I was always a sensitive child, and was always depressed too. I was a manic depressive, and was always fighting depression. I’m 60 this year, and …

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Delusions: Self Righteous Judgment

Delusional Minds Lead the World The meaning of delusions is born from judging other people. We shouldn’t judge other people. Otherwise, that delusion hooks you, and you’re pulled into vortex of not judging yourself. When you judge others, it is easier than you think, to get hooked. Self righteous judgments are a tumbleweeds going with …

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Weeds or Wild Flowers

What Determines a Weed?   The world today is quick to call wildflowers weeds, cause they don’t know the use of yet. It’s easier to call them weeds, and let them be done with it. This what my lawn would look like, and the noxious weed officers gave me a warning that I had to …

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Coding replacing Hardware

  With the new interconnection of the Internet of Things, the coding of the operating systems of those devices are replacing tubes that are autonomous with their mechanical nature. The coding is replacing the need of mechanics. We bought TVs and they lasted 22 years, and you had to give it away, cause no one …

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NVIDIA Shield is Like The Red Shield

  The NVIDIA Shield is the most disappointing buy… it’s done the way that Google wants it. We all know that Google has a hard time answering questions… maybe they’ll get back to you, maybe they won’t. I’m guessing they’ll pick the latter. I’ve had a full day getting acquainted with NVIDIA Shield, and say …

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KODI Something Like the XBMC

KODI got its start as an add-on for the XBOX, but progressed as an app that controls  hardware. I just got into media centers with PLEX, and I just found out about KODI, and it seems far more superior than PLEX. I get thumbnails to all my media with KODI. I’ll  wait and see what …

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Many Horses Pull My Chariot

Many Horses Pull My Chariot   I‘ll talk about the team of horses that pull me through this life. My existence is the chariot, and the horses that pull me through this life are many, without number.   Understanding is the first horse, that I have given charge to pulling my chariot. Love is  the …

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PLEX = Confusion…time…

PLEX = Confusion…time… Understanding PLEX media Server has been a chore to understand, it’s been 6 months now, and I’ve learned more about it. It still confuses me, but I understand it. It’s a server first and foremost, at least on the software side. It needs a NAS – OS to work with separate storage …

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Swimming in a Crowded Rough Sea

  Swimming in a Crowded Rough Sea : World Today   In the world today, I looked and compared it to a large bucket filled with water being tossed and shaken around, and it’s also filled with all the world’s population. It sounds so unreal, but you have to have a wild imagination to see …

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AI : Are We Creating God

AI : Are We Creating God AI is a new concept that we want to robotize, to help production issues. I can see the fears, that they create in the minds of the people. Blissfulness and passiveness is instilled in the public, but if they had all the facts, then they would choose another path. …

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